Tuesday, February 26, 2008
I often wonder why this world and life is twisted.
More often than not, deception is a person's number one tool and facades are the accessories of choice.
With such bleak choices, how is it possible for a person to fully trust another? It is often said people need to let out all the anger and pain that they are feeling but to whom can they do it to?
It is just not possible to let everything out. Simply because of the reason why we need to let everything out: We are all human beings, we are all imperfect. This is the irony of the situation.
When something is let out, things will change. Its useless to say: "Just let everything out. You will feel better and things wont change between us."
People being people always try to find ways to climb up whichever ladder they feel is most important at that point in time, be it the social or job ladders. Like the saying goes:"Everything you say can and will be used against you" except this time it will not be in the court of law but in the theater of life.
I sound so bleak but guess what? Welcome to life where everything you say and do will be judged, where every single word or action reflects on you.
I was just looking at some of my older posts in my blogs, which unfortunately you will not find since they're somewhere else, my life has not changed much at all. In fact, there appears to be a cycle where everything good will end and just when I begin to pick up the pieces, another problem will loom on the horizon.
I should be used to all of this. After all, everyone seems to have the perception that I lead a perfect life, having a rich family, branded a socialite because they think I know almost half of our nation's population, think through everything well, able to interact with everyone I meet and just seem to not have any problems at all because I can help everyone listen to all of theirs.
Well guess what? None of the above is true. I'll will not air my family's dirty laundry so I will not elaborate on that, needless to say, it is not true. I do not know half of our nation's population which equates to about 3 million people. And eve if I do know a fraction oft that, they are like what I said, I just know them, acquaintances. In fact, I do not know if i can consider anyone a true friend. I do not think through things all the time, and even if I do, half the time I act based on my heart and not my head.
And last but not least, I am not problem free. My blog alone is ample proof. and I shall stop here. As much as I wish to continue, I will not. I already have revealed too much in the public domain.
As I have said a very long time ago,We just put on a Facade in a Masquerade, the Masquerade of Life.
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