Saturday, December 08, 2007
Sometimes its much easier to just dream.
We wonder around searching for our purpose in life, desperately seeking meaning.
Yet, as we wonder and search, we ponder about experimenting and realising that there is no definite answer to that one question.
More often then not, we try on different masks, believing that the facades help protect us during the difficult periods.
But what if we ourselves lose our true identity from amongst these facades?
A smile upon a person's face may hide a rainbow of emotions from sadness, despair, anger and not just happiness.
You see a person so cheerful and forever one who tries his or her best to be the pillar of strength for everyone around.
For so long the person held on, knowing the reprecussions of his or her actions which could lead the demise of others.
I guess, I myself dont fully understand everything I pour out here.
As I stare out the window, I realised how time has flown.
I get random flash backs and dreams of my past.
From the time which I spent in Kindergarten,
to moments which I once cherished,
such as my first meeting with my friends
such as Haikal, Nadiah, Khairul, Zawani, Azyan
until I reached my secondary school years where people such as
Andy, Adam, Hakim, Hannah, Sara, Sham, Kuan Wei, Kai Wu, William, Izzati, Nani and my beloved teachers
and of course a certain someone
made my life a living rollercoasters with its ups and downs
and now I enter a new chapter in my life.
Already the game has begun with the game of musical chairs already begun.
A beloved mentor has already left with another who might be in critical condition.
And it always makes me wonder, who will be next?
I will always try to be there when you are in need.
Under the moonlight
Its now time for me to bid
A final farewell
Komenasai
Sayonara
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