Monday, September 17, 2007
Today's events have brought back memories from the past. How I almost let my barrier fall unexpectedly. It was such a stupid act and a lapse of judgement on my part.
Memories from the past have flooded me once again. Memories of the one and only time I have broken down came rushing back to me. I have no idea why I am even writing this. Perhaps I am just hoping that Rachele will read my blog no matter how miraculous that may be. You were the only one who has ever seen me break down. However, nothing has changed. I still go around wearing the facade that has been with me. The great barrier is still intact even though I have experienced several moments of uncertaincies.
It certainly feels that the shadow of darkness that which I stand in keeps expanding by the day. Its loneliness and sorrow feels deeper and more real truly.
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