Saturday, September 01, 2007
Had an interesting conversation with Cassaundra, Clara, Nicky and Joey after going to pet safari on thursday.
We were just sitting outside eastpoint, enjoying the breeze and chatting. We were discussing how our lives have been in CMM and we decided to point out each other's flaws. The truth is, I feel that I haven't been able to speak clearly about anything. In this harsh reality, you must always be careful of what you say. You have to be politically correct. Its just proving very difficult now. I realise that no matter how much I hate or dislike a person I will still help him or her if in dire need. I am after all human and I cannot bear to watch another suffer.
The passage of time has brought many changes to people's lives. For example, I found out from Ryan that my old 'friend' from TJC is screwing his life up. If this were told to me a last week, I would be extremely delighted but I have come to realize that it isn't right. Nani calls it the bitch in a person.
I think that in all my life, I have come to miss my primary school days the most simply because they were the most innocent. There was no backstab and I could freely mingle around and even become friends with people that I actually disliked. What I would give to be able to return and enjoy those days.
It is perhaps for this reason I have been shunning out many. I haven't been out and about socializing these past few days. I do realize that that piece of information would shock Sara, Andy, Hakim and Nani who have decided to call me the socialite of the group( though when ryan and anavil calls me that, i would so beg to differ. what am i compared to them who are singapore's number 1 beat boxer and one of the wildest people i know respectively)
Perhaps.....
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