Friday, September 07, 2007
As I read my tagboard, I was astounded to see someone I missed alot tag. Firstly, how on earth did she find my new blog? I really do miss you, Nadiah, as well as the rest. I am glad that one of the few people who added colour and made my primary school life interesting still remembers me (she better).
I think I shall not post on this topic for now because I just recently did.
However, I just hope that god will grant me respite (although I am not exactly going to do good deeds) during this period as I wait for CMM chalet. hopefully, It will be fun and I will be granted temporary respite.
After celebrating birthdays for the Sept people, I realise that this habit of throwing surprise party is now hardly surprising. I miss the old times when I would just celebrate a birthday.. well... upfront. And the only surprise is when someone would whip out a cake. Although it isnt surprising, but it was sweet and we get to do what we would want to do: spend time together and just talk.
I just think that things have changed too much since we all last met. what started out as a group of 6 expanded to 9 and then i think it just got too big. There are just too many personal reasons why its expanding. An eye candy, a love interest, there is just too many personal reasons. I don't feel welcomed anymore. There is just too much whisperings behind each others backs. For example, after the so called talk session where I had supposedly blasted or shot down everyone. Please. I didn't. I only said what everyone else thought. I had to be politically correct and watch what I said. Look around, was anything done after the session? Did people try to change what was wrong? Obviously not.
There just isn't a reason anymore for it to exist.
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