Saturday, June 30, 2007
i'll start off on a lighter side. my results are not bad i guess.
i GOT AN ! FOR JOURNALISM TEST!! that i swaer was totally unexpected. however, i only got a B for the assignment and a pathetic C for my marketing journal. that i swear is the worst i have ever gottenin my poly life. like what the hell! marketing is the one subject (besides med soc which i die die must do well) that i have to do well... due to certain reasons that i shall not disclose.
oh and my outing with mel, jon, suzanne and jessica got postphoned again! wth! but nvm. we're going aljunied on a photo spree on monday. THAT IS A MUST!
on and nxt wk i am going to die. i hv archery aft which i hv to rush to watch VIBES AND a cosplay fest. i promised wayne to watch and support him. damnit! i see how lah. the worst part is that one is at orchard and the other is in sch.
onto some heavier stuff now.
this is a little something for my dears.
i am very sorry however, i feel that our time is drawing to a closure. some of us may become closer whilst some others will drft apart. unfortunately that is the reality that everyone must accept. as i looked back and reviewed the happenings, i realised that it all started at that very event that made us a -1. u guys shld understand that. i feel that i have tried my very best to save it from crumbling however, it mostly the lack of effort. at the beginning, everyone promised to try their best to make this last. yet, those were now empty promises i realised. i sacrificed so much for everyone yet, were the others prepared to make their own sacrifices? that can only be answered by each individual. i certainly hope that my efferts were not in vain and didnt just went into the drain. if every single person wants this to still work then effort must be put in. there is no substitute to effort. i shall not pinpoint anyone as i feel that no one is exempted frm blame. even me. thus, it is unfair to play the blame game.
we have to make sacrifices if we want this to continue. otherwise, please come and tell me and i will declare everything over and we will all be able to start afresh if that is truly what everyone wants.
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at