i'll start off on a lighter side. my results are not bad i guess.
i GOT AN ! FOR JOURNALISM TEST!! that i swaer was totally unexpected. however, i only got a B for the assignment and a pathetic C for my marketing journal. that i swear is the worst i have ever gottenin my poly life. like what the hell! marketing is the one subject (besides med soc which i die die must do well) that i have to do well... due to certain reasons that i shall not disclose.
oh and my outing with mel, jon, suzanne and jessica got postphoned again! wth! but nvm. we're going aljunied on a photo spree on monday. THAT IS A MUST!
on and nxt wk i am going to die. i hv archery aft which i hv to rush to watch VIBES AND a cosplay fest. i promised wayne to watch and support him. damnit! i see how lah. the worst part is that one is at orchard and the other is in sch.
onto some heavier stuff now.
this is a little something for my dears.
i am very sorry however, i feel that our time is drawing to a closure. some of us may become closer whilst some others will drft apart. unfortunately that is the reality that everyone must accept. as i looked back and reviewed the happenings, i realised that it all started at that very event that made us a -1. u guys shld understand that. i feel that i have tried my very best to save it from crumbling however, it mostly the lack of effort. at the beginning, everyone promised to try their best to make this last. yet, those were now empty promises i realised. i sacrificed so much for everyone yet, were the others prepared to make their own sacrifices? that can only be answered by each individual. i certainly hope that my efferts were not in vain and didnt just went into the drain. if every single person wants this to still work then effort must be put in. there is no substitute to effort. i shall not pinpoint anyone as i feel that no one is exempted frm blame. even me. thus, it is unfair to play the blame game.
we have to make sacrifices if we want this to continue. otherwise, please come and tell me and i will declare everything over and we will all be able to start afresh if that is truly what everyone wants.
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2:41 PM
today was quite fun. had ess gra which was quite boring. but marketing was not bad. winnie tan was her usual fun self. i realised that i kinda like all of my lecturers.. ok almost all! lol. i think CMM has the best lecturers!!
anyway aft that jonathan, melanie, jessica and me went to starbucks to chill out. had a super fun and hilarious time. we were quite evil cuz we were 'manipulating' someone just for entertainment. aft awhile we were reminicizing abt the past then dhini and co came. dhini's arrivial suddenly caused us to be so high again! lol
well sch is turning into fun again. i guess i hv a nice grp of friends in jon, mel, jessica, suzanne and sonum. i'm beginning to mix with more people too!
haha. but then again, deadlines are starting to pile up again!! oh GOD!but the few of us promised to go Indochine for dinner and party aft our 2 deadlines then we cn party till crazy at mel's place all night long aft exams! haha.. ooh and i still hv the arab street makan with kay and vannesa :) yay i cannot wait!
oh and i met welson at TM that day. and the 2 of us decided to crash each other's lectures to see the dif btwn the top 2 mass com polys in spore!! yeah!!!
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10:16 PM
so i just got back from archery camp yesterday. had quite an interesting time. the PT was so overrated. haha. we just did VOII training only. wasnt bad at all. i admit, i'm surprised that i managed to finish the VOII, but it was quite easy. lol. only ABIT more difficult than 2.4.
shooting was great. ok only for the 2nd day. haha. i was horrendous on the 1st. with the 2 arrows, i didnt even hit the target with my first. but the 2nd rocked. had abt 4 or 5 ends. and since darius and me happily fletched 6 arrows, we had extra to shoot. lols. my group was quite gd. given that me, wayne and alex were in the same round and was using the same target board, we had a mini competition amongst the 3 of us. haha. we played tic-tac-toe. and guess what? I WON!!! haha. i was on song man..given that wayne and alex were also bloody gd, it was damn close. even darius, wei lun and wei chin cldnt come close to the 3 of us.
had dinner with the rest of the freshies ltr. well, to sum it all up, archery was nice and overall, the team's not bad. though there are people i just cannot stand. as usual, that idiot thinks his damn good. oh wells, i am so going to whip his ass.
dainial was right abt confidence. perhaps its time for me to step out again. haha. with what effects, we shall see. as i have always said, every action has a consequence. i'll just wait and see what consequence my latest actions will bring about. but one thing is certain, things will not be different.
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2:03 PM
just reached hm from badminton. what i thought was supposed to be just me, siewlin, jolene and cheryl suddenly turned into a big thing with JY, jasmine and malcolm joining. lol. had alot of fun. jasmine's damn pro at sports. if she says that she's not gd i swear she's lying. i got my ass whipped by jasmine. she's seriously good. JY and siewlin are also gd. actually everyone came late! supposed to meet at 10.30. in the end, only me and siewlin met at 10.30 cuz everyone JUST WOKE UP!! typical.
we played table tennis where my game suddenly looked like i was playing tennis. the ball was flying EVERYWHERE! lol.
then we had lunch and then we slacked. i had a really nice time. even managed to talk to JY abt some stuff. oh and just now, i entered IT sch for the first time! as in not just the corridor. haha.went to 1 of their com labs and used some software called ALICE for annimation. so leceh.
well ok, gtg.i hv to get ready and be in TMS in 45 mins!!! SHIT!
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
5:19 PM
well yesterday was nice i guess.
went to meet winnie tan in the morning. i swear she rocks. haha. we discussed my grp project for 30 mins and digressed for anothe 1 1/2h. haha. utter nonsense. she was telling us all kinds of things frm the fact that the body shop had a change in ownership (its now owned by L'Oreal btw), to the SIP prgrammes (do you know that overseas SIP students dont get allowances? damn sad) and to the PCOM(persuasive communication) she will teach next sem. haha. its something we hv to do since we dont hv com skills (but as i said before, i swear some people in my course dont hv basic com skills. tsk). and guess what we will learn? how to ask people to go to hell whilst he thinks his going to heaven. haha. thats hilarious.
went to fion's place aft that where i had to swing bymyself cuz she was so slow. lol.
anyway, the bbq wasnt bad i guess. haha. had alot of fun with xinyi, darius and co. haha. poor darius and mathew had to go all the way to downtown to buy ice and drinks for us. lol. aft awhile, me, siewlin, eileen, xinyi, ck, cheryl, ming and jasmine slacked at the playgrnd. it was fun. we crapped nonsense. as usual, dainial skye turned up late. i was making a joke saying that as he was driving to pasor ris, he reached a forked road. to the right was pasir ris but to his left was MOS. so he turned left and made a SUPER long detour to MOS. hahahahahah. funny. so we played polar bear and hunter game. i was a gd narrator!!!! haha.
dainial sent us back in his mitsubishi lancer. damn cool!! i fell in love with his car. lol. haha. its hot whilst the honda civic is sleek and elegant. i want both!! he was joking aft that saying that the next time, it will be my turn to drive him arnd. haha. OF COURSE!! haha. oh and his booking a room at MOS for my whole gang during the sept hols! WOOTZ! haha. we can all party through the night.
oh and i saw sze man, theresa and xue hen at pasir ris. they were having a bbq. oh and u know what?? MR TOH SNUCK UP TO ME AND PUT ICE IN MY SHIRT!!! haha. i didnt even know he was theer till he did that. lol. crazy guy. i miss him, mr oh and miss esther lee!
truthfully, i really look up to dainial. no idea why. its the same think with william julianto. although the two of them are complete opposites. haha. one is quite, shy, innocent and very behind the scenes, the other is SUPER confident, upfront, and love sto be at the forefront of things. haha. i respect the two of them totally. but i miss william. maybe by some miracle he turns up tmr. i certainly pray so. it wld be a brilliant opportunity to be able to talk to him, a person that i totally respect and admire.
in any case, i'm meeting cheryl and siewlin for badminton tmr. i am so gona get thrashed by siewlin. frm what i've heard, she's super gd. hah. then i hv to head to TMS to attend the PSL farewell ceremony.
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
8:51 PM
had a very interesting day today.
i went to miss sharifah's wedding! or rather it shld be MS sharifah. lol. damn fun lah. i went with iskandar, hafiz and nadiah. it was such a nice reunion given that the last time i spoke to nadiah was in sec 3 when we had this 'close' period. haha. miss her and her wacky and intellectual quips. hafiz has seriously grown so much. his almost as tall as me! his more gd looking now but he still looks like some kampong boy. haha. damn chui.
i met so many teachers! miss shakila looks like she aged alot. i feel so sorry for her. met with ms juliana, mdm sharifah masturah with, surprisingly, mdm sharifah thalha, my sec sch teacher! haha. their both sisters btw. even that irritating ms foo was there. thank god she doesnt recognise me. lol. all the teachers were saying that i look so dif! they actually didnt even recognize me. haah.
had a talk with the 3 of them and i realised something, we all miss the pri sch days as well as it is a DAMN small world.missing the pri sch days because things used to be just so simple and straight-forward. it was almost always either black or white, and everything had a quick ending. damn small world because, our worlds seem to be interconnected. haha. be it, the mats and minahs in TPJC that me, hafiz and nad know, to iskandar's many cousins that seem to be everywhere. hahaha. its super funny. i miss the pri sch people. nadiah, azyan, the old wani, even khairul, suhaimi, atiqa, and esp haikal. haish.
oh wells.......
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
10:52 PM
and the ending to my term was simply..... tragic. to think i actually put off a host of other activities because i thought i cld have some fun today. now i am not even in the mood to do anything. my mood for the day is spoiled.
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
4:20 PM
well i just finished studying with vanessa at starbucks. damn. there's a hell lot of work to be done. hm. so many confusing terms and so many models to memorize and understand. whats more, i hv no idea of the format for tmr's paper! shit man.
anyway, i had a very. interesting day yesterday. i manage dto get to 3 places and sat for an exam in 1hr! that was so insane!
anyway btr go now. i hv to study for med soc. haish. i have yet to start on journalism. hahahahah.bye
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
5:07 PM
now i'm addicted to DBSK's Hugs. thanks ah amelia and martin. haha. seriously. i love the song. and now i hv nicole beside me raving abt jae joong and yun ho. haha.
i am really a global citizen. but seriously, i think that music is boderless. across every aspect. you can always enjoy and appreciate it even if you dont understand thh meaning. a good song should be able to convey its msg even without the lyrics.
oh well i've been finally enjoying myself though term tests are next week. damn it.
anywayz, i'm going to watch manifestasi ltr at TPJC.go Hannah and Ati! i'll be there to support u all the way :)
oh and speaking of which, i wana go out soon. haish. but there isnt much time. too bad.
anywayz, this weekend is damn pack. i hv manifestasi tonight, adam's party tmr and some other stuff on sunday. and i have to mug like crazy for journalism and media and society this weekend.
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11:42 AM
