ok so as i sit here in front of the computer at 7.45AM feeling pissed as hell(in a way) i will just take this opportunity to blog.
i got selected to join the TP archery school team!!! WOOTZ! firstly, thnx so much to hab, kay and brenda :) for spurring me on and giving me hope! i swear i wldn have been able to get through without your support. thnx to nic, iman and kevin as well for being part of my team! but then again, there's always a bitter moment. i dont think nic got through. i feel super guilty. he was the one who seriously really wanted this. perhaps if i had not joined the trials, he would have made it. i only pray that god was just pulling my leg and that nic did get through. seriously, i cannot help but feel guilty that one of my closest friends in TP didn get through. haish.
oh and if you are wondering why on earth i am up so early when it is so much more comfortable to slp in this fantastic weather, well, i was supposed to have archery PT but it was cancelled. what a bummer.
oh and i think i might have archery training on THURSDAY!! horror of horrors! i swear it will mess up my plans. oh but jerome says that he will confirm with me again :) i really hope that it doesn't start this week!
oh and i have to give ALOT of credit to kay. kay, i swear you are an angel, a gift of god(haha oh and incidentally, thats what nathaniel means) to help me! thank you so much for helping me. its due to your help that i am in such an euphoric mood!
oh and i think i seriously need to learn from jonathan elias. i need an ego boost! haha. no seriously, i need to work on my inferiority complex. something is seriously wrong with me. even nadiah, one of oldest friends, told me that there is something wrong with my confidence. i miss my old confidence. will you come back? haha. and to think not so long ago, people were relying on me to help boost their ego.. oh sry i meant confidence. and now others need to help provide a push to help boost my morale. haish. oh and btw, its almost 130 smses now. :) i swear my parents will kill me but then again, i think its worth it.
i swear that even though we only stopped smsing to slp, i still miss you. i miss your presence. i miss your face and i miss your words. and yet i have to wait till you rise to receive even a hint of your presence. :) till we meet tomorrow
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
7:42 AM
i am on the brink of euphoria!! haha.. ok.. i sound super immature but guess what? i dont care!
well i had archery just now. i dont think i did very well given that i only had 1 bullseye. but then again, so did iman, nic and kevin. went to makan at tm with nic and kevin.
yesterday night was..... great i guess... its been more then 24h of almost non-stop smsing btwn the 2 of us.... haish.... what am i to do? i so cannot wait for thursday. oh and since you pointed out the fact that we finish at the same time on weds and thursdays. haha.ok. i am insane!
have to go now. i'm picking up my grandparents from the airport.. i think fion is there too....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
12:40 PM
so today was quite anti-climatic. i spent a long time with amelia,yanti,may,huijing,martin,james n fion. so now our G6 has expanded to G9! haha... so dramatic.
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yesterday was fun. i bought my LAPTOP!! i ended up buying an accer computer as my dad was afraid that it would be difficult to find softwares compatible with a mac so i chose accer since the graphics ROCK! seriously. cnt wait to play with nic games!! haha
aft the talk, i went out to play bowling with iman, clara, amanda and cassaundra frm my class, bhavna, kay, vanessa and brenda frm 01 and jared from 03. haha. a very wierd mix. i must say that i truly enjoyed myself. we had to games and for both games, iman won! haha. as in iman won 1 and i won the 2nd game. we imans' rock! i kind of like this group of friends. everyone is just so nice. its kind of refreshing to be away from the backstabbing game that seems to be engulfing everything and everywhere.
oh and aft bowling, we played pool where obviously, iman dominated. me, kay n brenda struggled to even stay on par. i swear that if iman were to convert his knowledge of such things to studies, he cld hv done better then me for O's. what a waste.
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amalina commented that i've been so very emo.. even on my blog. haish.. what can i do? oh and i played with nic on his laptop frm 2-6 at the design canteen yesterday! haha... so crazy......
ok hv to go. hv archery trials tmr......
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
9:27 PM
i miss having good precious friends that i can really trust. no offence to my classmates but they are just so very different from me. One has an ego twice the size of the world, another can speak faster than a bullet train and another can afford to have time to curl her eyelashes in the bus! like what??? to my darling G6, i guess it takes time. i love you guys to bits but... i dont know... i have yet to experience true friendship in years. true, i had a great bunch of friends in sec sch but... i never really confided in any of them to an extent.
How do you truly define a best friend? someone that you can confide in? someone that you completely trust with your life? i guess it truly depends on every person's perception of a best friend. but then again, will i ever be fated to have a best friend? its very sad, i know that i dont have a best friend. many people think i'm some sociable guy who has millions of friends or that i'm a socialite but the thing is, i just know people and not friends with them. there is a huge difference. i guess my old phrase has to be dusted off and reused. 'Facades in a Masquerade'. how apt. today's world, everyone seems to be wearing facades at every corner. i myself admit that i change facades oh so often. well what can i do? i guess i am fated to be forever this way......
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
8:56 AM
its official. my whole class (or rather the half that i was out with) thinks i'm some socialite who knows almost everyone. like hello? just because i know people doesnt mean that i know everyone. well they were just telling me abt which sch they were frm and i happily replied that i know so and so. also, as we went to TM for lunch, i met some people along the way and so i obviously said hi. actually almost everyone i met in TM were frm HTM. hah. well, i met jereborn, sabrina,ena n joline(ok joline was frm FBI).
we had lunch at PH. i tell you, some of my classmates are such cheapskates its so SCARY! i nearly died. such a contrast frm last time when we wldn really care much abt how much we spent. lectures were alright i guess. i think that Ms Chuah n Mr Yong are super good. i love their lectures though GDF sounds super tough. i CANT DRAW FOR NUTS! well thankfully the latter is taking me for essential graphics but i still have to suffer in GDF.
i kinda like media and society. ms chuah comes up with theories and concepts that i hv nv really thought abt. like say, do you think a fish knows that it is wet? do you know the ans? well its that a fish only knows its wet when you take it out of the water. deep huh? ok lah its not that. but it is something diff n something i hv to think more abt.
well i'm off to meet my ophix buddies again before going out for dinner with the G6 people(i came up with a lame name).
tmr i have journalism and report.
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
4:51 PM
well so sorry that i havent been able to post much over the past few days. its been exhausting for me given that i've been in sch having orientation in one way or another.
BUSINESS SCH ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!!!
We have won the war
We have won the war
WE HAVE WON THE WAR!!
ok sry. anyway, as you might have guessed, my beloved Business Sch are the inter-sch champs!!
tho we finished 3rd in the olympiad which was quite impressive given that we had the smallest cohort, we were the regatta CHAMPS! haha. so overall we won. skye was super proud and he was crying when he lifted the champion trophy. he truly deserved it given all the hard work and effort he has put in to lead our sch. seriously, i think his the best leader i have ever met. his ability to inspire and grab everyone's attention is truly insurmountable.
on another note, i think my class aint that fun. there's only me, amalina n iman . oh and for the record, i'm iman 1 and his iman2. hahah. so funny lah. at first, everyone thinks that his malay and i'm chinese when in actual fact, i'm the malay and his the chinese. haha. hilarious.
oh and yesterday had a super long and full day. had ocip camp in the morning. not bad lah but just that i got SUPER wet. ms lim was super nice to buy 2 HUGE tubs of ice cream and cook prata for us. haha. she rawks! then i had lunch with ati, andy, hakim, sara n co. i miss them so much lah.
rushed to sentosa aft that where i found out that nic cheong was also late!! hahaha. and skye was worst!! aft fion updated me on some stuff( fion's now officially my gossip buddy tak jadi) everyone went to bathe so me and nic cheong wentt o walk around to look for the toilet but we ended up walking all the way to tanjong beach. haha. oh and NICHOLAS CHEONG KENG MUN, you are super hilariously nonsensical. we went to vivo for lunch where james, fion, nic, huijing and me took 40 mins to find food. nic and me were super fussy. we bought this drink called boost which cost a bomb and BK. oh and we played nonsensical games which razmy thought of. haha.
i love my friends. hopefully it will last for some time. oh and its almost confirmed, nic and me are joining archery! haha. oh and i'm gona join business study group to make sure that i can add another three stars to my 'uniform' when i graduate. haha.
my timetable is super gd man. on monday's i have sch only from 9 to 1 and nxt week, i dont have sch on thursday and friday as there are no tutorials!!
Oh and NIC AGREED TO HELP ME DO MY SHOES!!! WOOTZ! he rawks. haha. ok lah, given the fact that his super so similar to me is quite shocking but oh wells. so all i have to do now is buy the shoes and paint and i'll get my super cool and nice shoes!! haha. oh and i also have to thank him for blanjaing me at ben and jerry's yesterday! ok bye...
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
9:13 AM
anywayz, here are the pics frm yesterday that nic kindly sent to me.
top row frm left:fion, hui jing, james, may
bottom row frm left: me and nic.
i love everyone. well anyway, we were supposed to have a conference yesterday but i fell asleep waiting haha. so unglam so we're gona have it today... cant wait to have breakfast with them on thursday.. but wah lau i have to wake up at 6 am!!! crazy sia...
oh n razmy just sent me the email for sat. i have to learn the song cry on my shoulder. wah the song is damn nice man. but i'll be late!! hope skye will be there. oh n jere better be there to lead his response G cheer. haha. n my grp will reply with RESPONSE B! ok sry stupid one.
oh n something random; JOHN TAY DYED HIS HAIR!! n he said that he wouldn't. hahahahahah. ok bye
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
7:47 PM
i love my dear new friends.
we were supposed to meet at the mrt to go vivo in the morning at 11.30 but as usual, i was early so i went to whitesands mac to hv breakfast. nick came at 11+ but the both of us took our time that in the end, every1 came to whitesands to join us. haha.
aft which we made our way to cityhall for makan. we made a complete fool of ourselves by cheering in the middle of marina square. we had lunch at pizza hut n i tell u, the service there RAWKS!!! we even managed to celebrate nics bdae there when i managed to sneak away n buy him an andersons of denmark cake. n the manager of Ph even played a bdae song on the sound system when we presented the cake. damn nice ah the service. we spent at least 3h at PH. haha
we then went to the esplenade to relax but in the end, we went to haegen dasz for FONDUE!!!! it was so damn NICE!! and we slacked like for hours...... i love you guys. haha....
nic, hui jing, fion, james, may n me were so enthu that we didn even notice time fly
well, i'm meeting fion, james, huijing n may on thursday at 6.30am for breakfast! too bad nic cant come cuz his course orientation starts on wed. hmmz. bye!
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
9:17 PM
i am so exhausted. well, the orientation was GREAT!!! i seriously love my group! WOOTZ!
haha. i won't talk abt details cuz i think thats not important but the games was SUPER FANTASTIC!
granted the first day was abit dry(jovita and flo left aft the the first day. haha)
but the 2nd was fantastic. the mass dance was wonderful but the best part was jam n hop. i was likek so high for no apparent reason. haha. for those who have no idea what jam n hop is, its just a clubbing thing minus the drinks so its people dancing like crazy. haha. Nick, me, May, Fion, James n some oth ppl(sry, i am so bad at rmbring names) were super high and till now, i am so amazed that i cld dance. haha. oh and at night, i seem to spend alot of time with marcus, adam, lex and martin. i think martin is nice but abit confused. his so introverted yet he wants to be a dancer... hmmz.
the last day was the best. we got super wet for every game and my whole team splashed into the fountain at TP for no reason! WOOTZ! i love my FA!!! oh and my sub-empire rawks. OPHIUM!! yah you read that right. so we came up with all kinds of cheers that sounded so WRONG!
oh and aft the camp, james, Nick, fion, may, some oth ppl, and the GLS went to macs at the interchange. there was like a SUPER HUGE grp outside the CPF bldg. it looked like we wanted to start a riot! haha. and mac was so overwhelmed but according to the manager, every april, the will be on standby mode to get ready for the influx. hahaha. crazy. oh and my mini grp was making all kinds of nonsensical responses.
anywayz, i have to make some special notes about the camp. Special mention to james, may and nic for being the best of frieds during the camp. the 4 of us RAWK!!! haha. i love you guys. thanx so much for being with me throughout the camp. i love the GLs.... Dean was super fun and sporting, jackson for leading and teaching the underwear cheer. chermaine for being THE DIVA QUEEN, jasime the sexy, nic(GL) for being so damn nice tho he keeps saying my dance is not bad and that i should be as good as reza whom he keeps claiming is my brother, denise who was my 'sis' during the camp, and all the rest as well oh and esp skye!! oh and almost all the GLs were so shock ed at the nd of camp when i asked them about the meaning of some of the cheers. they were like, you dont know chinese? then they asked, 'wait... your not chinese?!' haha.. it took most of them 3 days to find out. haha. i cant wait for the outing this sat at SENTOSA!!!! oh and i'm goin out with the may, nic, james, fion n co on monday to VIVO!! haha....... oh and a random thing, the prettyboy of the grp, jereborn, lives near me.. and to think that we've nv seen each oth. his super funny n cute lah.. haha... oh and i also cant wait for this thursday to meet all my mass com peepz!!! WOOTZ!
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
11:48 AM
well, this is my last post till aft camp. wish me luck. well so far it has been rather uneventful. i've not been doing much except try to finish my FF12 as well as Goong(though i'm only at the 3rd episode). other then that, i've just been out. i went out with adam and nani yesterday. adam went to cut his hair at STORM(yes, based on my recommendations) and he loved it. haha. told you i have good taste. then the 2 of us ventured to bugis where we really wasted ALOT of time but in the end, i just bought the item at TM.
met nani for lunch at pizza hut. i cannot believe that we spent 2h at pizza hut. haha. oh and aft which we met hannah,naf,izzati,mai and some new girl alia(the irony). i really miss the times when me, adam, nani, hannah, sara,andy,ati, hakim wld be out till almost 12 midnight doing all sorts of nonsense. haha. we had a really great time.
oh and next sat i'm going to back to TMS to do a workshop for the OCIP students. Ms lim wanted us to go with them to cambodia but unfortunately, we're having school during the period they're off. oh wells. oh and i must really finish doing all that i need to do by next week BEFORE school starts. so that means that i have only 3 days since i have orientation on thursday and friday. i really want to meet mdm suriadi and miss morni, go out with my darling cousins and hang around with my juniors by next wed.(quite impossible huh?)
ok bye. i think i want to watch 1 more episode of goong.and i have yet to even pack my bags! haha. hope to make new friends tomorrow. see ya.....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
8:00 PM
my life has gone through ups and downs the past week. seriously. aside from monday when i went out with amalina, i didn go out at all anymore. infact i avoided everyone last week. haish. what am i to do? i just feel like i'm missing something.
anyway, it seems that some people were indeed listening and guess what? i went shopping yesterday. haha. i went to marina square with my bro and dad. and of course i went to every shop available. in the end, i bought my PUMA track suit! WOOTZ!! haha. i finally found it. however, i still need to find track pants as puma doesn't seem to have white track pants. what a waste. oh and i need to find a black sports tshirt. wow. ok. thats quite a lot of things.
oh and i just found out that jovita and flo will be in the same course as me. WOOTZ! now its like the 4 excos from TMS PSL are in the same course! haha. 4 out of 7. hmmz. thats more then half. it will be chaos. oh and whats more, we're all going for the camp nxt week. it will be SUPERB! YES!
ok have to go. i must start packing my things before i accidentally use them. oh and i found something to keep me busy next week. i bought the whole season of goong as i just found the dvd that has eng subtitles. FINALLY! oh and i'm off to buy shades and maybe the nice adidas bag i saw just now. hmmz.....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
8:25 PM
OK its now OFFICIAL! i miss all my old buddies. haha. i miss all the wild times we once had. haha. ok perhaps i mellowed down abit. but hey, i still miss it all the same. ok for those of you who don't understant be then too bad. actually this whole post is just simple for my benefit. hmmz.
well i whilst i was going round TP with amalina yesterday, it made me wonder what it would be like if we all got together again.. it would be HYPER! haha. imagine, if we could be that wild a few years ago, we would be insane now especially since we're now more grown up and... legal(almost). oh and btw, i think i saw abng fad at eastpoint that day but he was suddenly gone. i think he went to the toilet or something. but unfortunately i couldn't stick around and wait for him as i was in a rush :(
oh wells. as i said before, if you don't understand then too bad.haha. byes....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
12:59 PM
its been quite some time since i last blogged. anyway, i was watching kids central with my sis a few days ago and i realised that CANDICE is hosting the new segment called FLUX! COOL! haha. Candice miller. my old friend. ok it wasn't exactly that long time ago. just around 4 yrs. though i was shocked that she recognized me last year during !SMASH'D. haha. well she's now in NP mass com. i am seriously getting more shocked by the day as i'm beginning to realise that i know so many people who are entering mass com. WOOTZ! i'm surrounded by sociable people! haha. oh and i found out that iman got into my course through JPSAE. that makes 2 out of 6. he was so shocked when i told him that only 6 people got through. well i seriously hope that i end up being in the same class as amalina and him. that would be hyper cool.
anyway, i went out with amalina just now. we seriously had nothing better to do so we explored TP and took so many pics. haha. talk about cam-whores. oh n i saw faiz just now. poor guy. he waited for hours for samuel tang and darren to play soccer.
anway, camp is next week. i so cannot wait. hopefully i get to meet lots of new people! bye people.
I pray to god that you reach your destination safely...
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
11:50 PM
anywayz, here are the pics frm yesterday that nic kindly sent to me.