GOODBYE
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
3:56 PM
gazing into the bright sunset, his troubles flashed past his eyes. he could only wonder how it all went wrong, how the people he trusted so much could do such a thing to him. the people he sacrificed so much to help and trust finally revealed their true colours and finally the last pieces of the jigsaw was revealed. he was outflanked and outnumbered by 8 to 1.
he felt humiliated but that wasnt the main problem. he was hurt.. terribly hurt by the sad and bitter truth, that the people he loved and cared for so much had betrayed him. the people whom he looked to for support deserted him in this hour of need. like what his dear 'friend' said,"its times like these that you will find out who your true friends are". and he was right6. the poeple whom he had built his whole life around were simply fakes who were playing their own sad, twisted game.
And thus, the curtains finally came down to mark the end of an era.
THE END
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
8:25 PM
well its been quite a pleasent week to a certain extent.. haha.. sound so SS... de papers haven been too bad so far n the practical wasn very hard tho i got confused btwn reducing or oxidizing agent... haish... stupidly...
anywayz i cannot believe the extent at which people would go to. stupidity at its peak i guess.. even the winds of time cannot heal this neither can it change a simple fact that you seem unaware of.. lets illustrate this:
at the end of his life as he knew it, he was extremely shocked n disturbed. the friend that he expected to 'support' him had defected to the opposite camp. in fact, no one seemed to care about him anymore. his plans lay in shambles n ruin as he was repeatedly outsmarted in every possible department. and he tried to use the only method he could think of, by stooping so low, he started to attack his rival personally. however, his plans had backfired as he had forgotten that his rival had much more firepower then him. his rival knew much more about his personal n family life n problems n almost every single detail only he would not stoop so low as to expose him. however at some point, his rival just could no longer stand the personal attacks and exposed every single detail n problems that he had. he was shocked, humiliated n publicly beaten.
thus began astory that had just been written. the first chapter has just ended. but be warned, the story is plagued by lies n deciet n although the story might not end with many surprises, the main architect of destruction would surely end with a bang!
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
3:31 PM
| Your Birthdate: May 15 |
You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.
Your strength: Your intense optimism
Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents
Your power color: Jade
Your power symbol: Flower
Your power month: June |
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
7:53 PM
i was juz goin thru de videos of de !SMASH'D auditions i was swept away by the memories.. haha... i remember dat i actualli came to kepo abit ah den suddenly i was asked to take over miss lee's judging place n suddenly i was juding.. haha... it was a great experience esp since me, ada n huiwen had to go thru 2 weeks of auditions n most of dem suck.. haha....
i realli miss dat time man.. sadly, dat was mt onli major contribution besides de other smaller ideas dat i helped wif... haish.. so sad... n as i look hru i realised almost all of dem r OUT OF TUNE! haha.. amazing! so yea i guess i hv de right to say dat i was PART of smashd!! wohoo..... haha..... i felt honored ah to be able to judge in de first place... n since i have a very shallow pool of knowledge of bands(surprisingly), no realli.. half de songs dey played i nv heard of before, safe to say my comments mostly were aimed at der overall performance n der 'crowd interaction'.
oh n i proved dat i was more PART of !SMASH'D den other people hu claim to be in de organising com.. haha.... wat a hilarious thought.. some1 claiming to be in de organising com other den erni, ati or adam.. pls lah.. if any1 wants to tink so, i suggest u DREAM ON!i was juz chatting wif adam juz now abt our schedules aft O's.. haha... n we have something REALLi great n ambitious lined up for every1.. hopefully u guys will all support us + (most likely) izzati n nani! wootz.... n i realli cant wait cuz i'll be doing something i LOVE n as a bonus, it'll be wif some of greatest frens whom has helped n supported me throughout my sec sch journey.. n since we've known each other well, der wont be so much hypocricy n backstabbing dat seems rampant arnd me....
oh wels.. dats enough for now!! WOOTZ!!
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
6:54 PM
i'm officially bored.....
well unfortunately my plans for the week has gone abit ... of course....
i didn go snow city yest cuz my bro finished sch late.. so instead, i had to be contented with the quick trip to the library but since i finished reading both books, last night... i really have nothing to do.
cldn go gelare today cuz had to take care of my sis...damn... n since my dear 'sms' buddies are either busy OR away, the most interesting sms of note has been te ridiculous use of celebrations for entertainment.
well hopefully my plans for thursday dont go awry... haha... actally i cant wait for tomorrow to meet every1...
i am in dire need of a party.. haha.. as if... i kinda miss sec 3 life when u can spend the hols juz slacking n goin out.. haha.. i remember a time when i went orchard everyday.. lyk takde kerja sak.....
niwayz, i better get back to studying for de mock exams dis week... haish... the life of a sec 4 student... i have a strange feeling that few people excluding the scholars(not counting anavil) actualli enjoy this.. hmm.. now wonder what gave me THAT idea?1 haha
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
5:58 PM
its been quite a bad week for me...
1)my phone broke... so i'm phoneless.. logical huh??
2)joakim's out of SI.. is that a bad thing?? hmm....
3)i'm practically full for the hpls.. haish... i wonder if i can squeeze in some time to rest??
4)hipocracy just reached a new level!
5) oh n i'm BROKE!! so i dont think i can go shopping this week..
but on the flip side,
i watched the devil wear's prada yesterday!! haha... quite gd ah.. the plot's pretty boring n anne didn really bring much spark into her character but meryl streep's acting rocks! she pulled the whole sarcastic, egoistic yet soft n nice image darn well....n i watched it with fariz n fazle.. haha.. i bet you they didn understand a quarter of the funny moments cuz it was too 'intellectual' or rather they r juz slow.. haha....
i went back to CKP on thursday.. so sad lah.. i was the onli 1 from my group of friends there... no nadiah, azyan, wanni, haikal, khairulor any other malay from the 6A/B gang.. sad say... xin hui went n jun hasn grown an inch.. haha... surprisingly, all the teachers remembered my name... excpt ms juliana took 1 min to remember it.. haha...
then i went to bankquet to eat with of all people, iskandar, danial, shainaz, noraini, ayuni n 1 more person whom i forgot her name!! hahaha.. so sorry but i realli dont noe ur name... niwayz, let me tell u y its wierd cuz i hv never hang out wif them before excpt for danial...
niwayz, my plans for the week are:
monday
study and follow my bro n cuzzies go snow city( my bro juz won free tix at his soccer match even tho he lost most of his matches)
tuesday
study n i'm gona head to gelare!! any1 up for it?
wednesday
mock exam followed by ss, hist n geog briefings
thursday
hist mock exam before heading out to either watch movie or play bowling or both with danial n co. haha
friday
math mock exam... damn i almost forgot...
oh n not to mention that i have to attend a conference tomorrow.... oh wells....
niwayz gtg... untill next time!! byes!
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
8:01 PM
