Saturday, August 05, 2006
awaking from my dreams... was just a nightmare. I truly love the experience and relish the memories but to what end? the fairytale is over no matter what you say.
I feel very empty, like a wandering soul searching for purpose.. for meaning. Where can I truly find the light? perhaps only time can tell. in fact, i often wonder if i ever will. in today's ruthless world, many are displaced or left behimd. well let me say this to all the posers out there, you have no meaning in my life. perhaps you were there to leech on me or something but i assure you, you have caused more damage than you can ever imagine. siapa yang makan lada dia yang ter rasa chilinya
i can only look back and admire the success others have managed to achieve. i'm not talking all about all those well known people but some people surrounding me. People like william, mr oh, miss lee... even adam they all have their path in life carved out in stone.
i sound like an drunk. well perhaps i am... but not in alcohol but drunk in sorrow and pain...
it was just not ment to be
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