Friday, February 17, 2006
today has seriously been so roller coaster ish...
i realli felt damn useless n empty... i mean.. i tried so hard n did so much to help out to ensure dat its a success... so dat it wont be a failure... if it sucks, it wont just be u hu will be affected... EVERY1 will be affected.. every single project we do, it represents EVERY1.. not just some sub grp... every1 will view de success or failure as a work by our grp as a whole... dont u get dat?? n since u just brushed me aside aft all de hard work i put in to help, den let me just do de 1 thing dat i can do... i wont do anythin to balas dendam.. i'm not dat kinda guy... revenge will give u nothing but temporary satisfaction. so de only thing i can do is to pray hard n hope dat it succeed. sekarang, semuanya di tangan tuhan yng maha kuasa lagi maha penyayang. insyallah de thing will succeed..
next, i WaNa give up my post as combine humans rep... its too sakit kepala.. u hv too much factors to take into consideration.. it hurts my head too much...
yet somethings did cheer me on... esp aft sch... haha. i officially got a new adik.. his tellin people dat i'm his bro.. how cool is dat.. haha.. i'm so honoured lah pls... but his gettin dark now say... kalau nak main bola pon, mainlah bwh blok... lyk me.. haha... bad iman... ajar adik bukan-bukan.. haha... too bad he tak leh pergi besok... he got ngagi class... so sad say... haish..... he told khairul dat his my bro.. how cute sak... actualli khairul also veri funny.. haha.. so adikish... eh stop it iman.. soon, half de sch become ur adik... haha...
well tomorrow's de concert......... See u DER..
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