Friday, November 25, 2005
Obsessions
i've suddenly become obsessed wif so many things.... haish.. no idea y... i juz found out hu won... n altho it wasn shocking, i was kinda surprised... lyk william said, it realli is a popularity contest... haish.. yet suddenly, i was spurred on to wana win next year....i tink its kinda becuz of andy... haha... he gives out dat kind of aura dat makes me so narcisistic... damn... i hate being narcisistic.. its so expensive n hurts me.. actualli more of my pocket.... haha... but its realli too ex... n me, being de guy hus constantly broke, gets realli angry, envious(... too many feelings....) when i cant buy de stuff dat i want.... grr.... wats more.. i juz realised dat i dont actualli get duit hari raya... cuz in fact its more of pocket money... cuz my mom refuses to give me money.. wats more.. she takes half of wat i get.. so it ends up becoming my pocket money which is not much... i onli hv $150 to last me for 2 months... dat includes all de stuff i need to buy for school next year.. id duno if i can even afford shoes... haish... thnk god i still hv my aunt.. i so love her so much... she even allows me to go to her place anytime if i need a break frm home... love ya aunt...
niwayz, i'm sorry i havent post for a week... been 'busy'.. haha.. i took some time off to relax n regenerate at my cuzzies place at woodlands.... i had so much fun!! actualli its become a tradition dat i sleep at his place aft he comes bisiting at my houe aft hari raya.. unfortunately, i wont be able to go next year cuz i hv o'levels at dat time.. dang! niwayz, woodlands is so alien to me... kinda strange... but de fun thing is dat i dont realli need to dress so nicely when i go out der cuz no one noes me!!... haha... but i realli dont nboe any1 der..de last time i was der, i met 1 of my ex-tutees.. cant remember his name.. khairil i tink.. or sumthin lyk dat.. haha... niwayz, on de day dat i went back.. my cousin blanja makan at bistro delifrance.. i so cant tahan de place.. so step restaurant... but still hv to go counter to make payment BEFORE ordering.. so stupid... plus hv to write de order down URSELF!.. kan bodoh.. side-tracking abit... der was drama at causway point.. haha... my and my cousins had a fun time.. enjoying de spectacle outside delifrance.. konon-konon'free-show'.. haha.... niwayz, my cousin's boyfreind is so........ haha.... his realli abit wierd... niwayz.. i shall not comment on him since she blanja me makan... heh...
de NE conference dat day wasn bad... it was on racism... but i was more preoccupied wif de matsalehs hu came.. dey were SUPER annoying.. ingatkan pe? dey stay here, nak bawa der culture here? dis couple asyik memotek je... hello?? we're in JJC!! at least behave urself... den summore can comment abt singapore... ok now i feel racist.. hmph...
I still miss you and await your return
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