Obsessionsi've suddenly become obsessed wif so many things.... haish.. no idea y... i juz found out hu won... n altho it wasn shocking, i was kinda surprised... lyk william said, it realli is a popularity contest... haish.. yet suddenly, i was spurred on to wana win next year....i tink its kinda becuz of andy... haha... he gives out dat kind of aura dat makes me so narcisistic... damn... i hate being narcisistic.. its so expensive n hurts me.. actualli more of my pocket.... haha... but its realli too ex... n me, being de guy hus constantly broke, gets realli angry, envious(... too many feelings....) when i cant buy de stuff dat i want.... grr.... wats more.. i juz realised dat i dont actualli get duit hari raya... cuz in fact its more of pocket money... cuz my mom refuses to give me money.. wats more.. she takes half of wat i get.. so it ends up becoming my pocket money which is not much... i onli hv $150 to last me for 2 months... dat includes all de stuff i need to buy for school next year.. id duno if i can even afford shoes... haish... thnk god i still hv my aunt.. i so love her so much... she even allows me to go to her place anytime if i need a break frm home... love ya aunt...
niwayz, i'm sorry i havent post for a week... been 'busy'.. haha.. i took some time off to relax n regenerate at my cuzzies place at woodlands.... i had so much fun!! actualli its become a tradition dat i sleep at his place aft he comes bisiting at my houe aft hari raya.. unfortunately, i wont be able to go next year cuz i hv o'levels at dat time.. dang! niwayz, woodlands is so alien to me... kinda strange... but de fun thing is dat i dont realli need to dress so nicely when i go out der cuz no one noes me!!... haha... but i realli dont nboe any1 der..de last time i was der, i met 1 of my ex-tutees.. cant remember his name.. khairil i tink.. or sumthin lyk dat.. haha... niwayz, on de day dat i went back.. my cousin blanja makan at bistro delifrance.. i so cant tahan de place.. so step restaurant... but still hv to go counter to make payment BEFORE ordering.. so stupid... plus hv to write de order down URSELF!.. kan bodoh.. side-tracking abit... der was drama at causway point.. haha... my and my cousins had a fun time.. enjoying de spectacle outside delifrance.. konon-konon'free-show'.. haha.... niwayz, my cousin's boyfreind is so........ haha.... his realli abit wierd... niwayz.. i shall not comment on him since she blanja me makan... heh...
de NE conference dat day wasn bad... it was on racism... but i was more preoccupied wif de matsalehs hu came.. dey were SUPER annoying.. ingatkan pe? dey stay here, nak bawa der culture here? dis couple asyik memotek je... hello?? we're in JJC!! at least behave urself... den summore can comment abt singapore... ok now i feel racist.. hmph...
I still miss you and await your return
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
10:52 AM
vulnerabilityi'm gona feel all alone... 2 of my closest friends are gone.. away.... i feel so alone without them....
one is a dear friend whom i hv known since sec 1.. another is 1 whom i treasure close to my heart...
well life has to go on without them.....
niwayz, i still havent send the file to martin... shit bag... i tink i'll do it ltr... aft my cousins come over.... oh n i also will hv to call for a committee meeting soon.. get ready ok....`
well see ya...
my love for you will never fade till the end of time.....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
11:27 AM
Harry Potter
Well i watched harry potter aft SPL camp... rushed home takng taxi... haha.... as i went up towards GV, met wif hyder, sara n others... dey juz finished watching!! haha...so as i went up, i met hakim n we played arcade while waiting for de others.. n i beat hakim by a longshot on daytona... haha... so while watchingde comercials, waitingfor de movie to start, i talked to alia... n well.. so many things were revealed... den sara was lyk saying dat i was scandaling wif alia.. haha... as if.... i tink she was jealous..so de movie started... hakim n andy were in a world of der own siting by demselves at de side..
de movie was great.... alia n sara were swooning over cedric diggory n danial radcliffe's body when he was naked in de showers while sham was her usual all over rupert grint self... i on de other hand was juz trying to see emma... she was so hot n sweet.... her sweetness reminded me of xinyi... haha... niwayz, she was super pretty... haha.. de ending was super sad.. poor guy.. well niwayz, i shant spoil de show anymore... n i hv pics i tink somewhere.. byee
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
3:19 PM
PSL camp 2005Firstly, i wld lyk to congratulate all my new committee members hu hv joined PROJ-TEENS... i realli hope u guys hv wat it takes to succeed... haha...
niwayz, PSL camp was great but exhausting.... i was in sch since sunday!! man was dat tiring....
1St day:
de sec 1s had to come up with a proposal for a charity concert. it was great fun i guess but unfortunately, my grp didn win... too bad den... at night, de exco's went to dinner at KFC... dat was funny....... had alot of fun....
2ND day:
de sec1s were joined by de sec2 n 3s..... played all kinds of games.... haha... it was so tiring..... oh n we had workshop by martin... i realli admire dat guy.. oh n my workshop grp had a name!! martinisu..... wierd huh?
oh n we had committee show!! proj-teens came up wif a lame but fun advertisment!! i tink james shld hv revealed reuben's erotic performance to every1 else...
haha....
ooh.. n we had soccer competition!! we were split into 4 grps; argentina, brazil, spain n italy... i was in spain with khaizal n alain... n we won!!! whee.... de first game was against argentina hu had russell n abishek.... n we beat dem 3-0... i opened de scoring n khaizal scored de other 2.... his last goal was damn nice.. he ole de keeper.. haha!! in de other match, brazil was against italy... italy knocked brazil out on penalties aft a 2 all draw... den spain beat italy 1-0... i so love my goal dat i scored against dem... it was de best goal i scored on a pitch.. haha.....
hmm did i miss anything?? dont tink so....
3Rd day:
had sec 1 evaluation... i was pretty impressed wif some of the sec1s.. seriously.... i remember dat i sucked when i first facilitated something.. but den again, i didn attend my first PSL camp cuz i had high fever.... oh n guess wat? khairil didn attend de camp cuz he had high fever.. talk abt coincidence.... den de sec 1's chose der committee... n had movie screening....
4TH day:
we had realiti check!!..... we played games frm reality shows!! starting wif who wants to be a PSL(who wants to be a millionaire) i wasn arnd to watch dat 1 so no details...... den we had temasek's TOP PSL(america's next top model) dat was super fun... i hosted de event wif xinyi... n i must say.. she looked SUPER sweet.. *blushes* haha.. niwayz, de grps came up wif OUTRAGEOUS themes... xuefang became gay n my grp(grp 2) had a cool alter ego theme... heh... den we had SURVIVOR!! de first challenge was butt wrestling where no 1 manage to floor me!! haha.. too bad guys... :p.... aft dat we had fear factor where de grps had to eat biscuits full of chili sauce, plum sauce n uncooked sotong!! yucks... talk abt disgusting.. haha.... den was holy pee... n de prize presentation....
at de end of de camp... i'm extremely proud abt de way dis camp went.. tho maybe it was abit long n i onli had 2h of sleep each night... it was worth it.... de quality displayed by de sec1s made me assured dat de future of de PSLs n temasek were secured...
oh n i also made many new frens.... de best was martin tan... he even agreed to partner me for de leadership competition!! whee... dats such great news....but he posted a very gd qn for me which made me tink.... are my sec2s ready to take over me when i leave? de ans is yes!! no matter wat u guys say.. i hv complete faith dat u guys will be able to take over n even succeed where i hv failed....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
2:46 PM
Narcissismi feel so narcissistic suddenly... haha.. so i tink i'm gona start posting pics of me...
niwayz, dis was taken aft i came back frm band concert... i remember it was so damn late....
during jln raya last yr.... haha....
me n rasul.. i swear i look gd.. haha....
i look lyk i'm wearing lipstick.. but i assure u i'm not.. haha...
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
9:36 AM
Jalan2 BerayaWah.. today's so tiring.... n i feel so exhausted..... starting to feel sleepy..... haha.... today was so fun! had so many happening things n each house we visited had a sinful delight.. haha.....
we started off wif alia's place where we discovered how similar her mom was to her... perangai, cara percakapan all de same.... haha... we had spagetti n roti john der... so sedap... summore it was my breakfast... heh.... de cookie was also delicious... mmm...
next stop was my place!! every1 enjoyed de chocolate fondue i made!! so sedap.... hannah was even licking de 2 bowls of choco while alia was busy khusyuk tengok F4...... actualli, i'm also busy eating chocolate fondue now as well... haha.... sorry guys....
den we were off to hannah's... had some cake which had nutella!! oh n i managed to play wif hasif n also talked to luqman....
went to sham's place... which was rather uneventful except for de cheese cake which was nice..... den to adam's place....jeffery was so funny n de keropok leko was so DELICIOUS!! so sedap man.....
den we went to rumah CIKGU ZAKIA!!! lamanah say tak nampak her also... she's so fun.. haish.. miss her alot..... n she invited de kool kentals to attend her wedding!!! so shiok.... if u guys wana see de pic, click here....
den to sara's place.... had rojak der.. haha.. oh n also kacang pool... mm.... de whole day i was eating all kinda stuff!!!
oh n besides today, yesterday i went jln raya wif abng afad n his frens... went to all his frens houses cuz fairuz cancelled on us... but it was fun!! first time i jln raya wif him.. haha...
i'll post de pics besok.. i so lazy now lah.. nite!!
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
9:58 PM
Politicsi duno wat to say now... i juz cant stand politics anymore... y on earth can people be so insensitive? if u all are so thick skinned, at least tink abt others... u dont hv to pretend... juz lyk some1 commented, our committee has more politics den de whole of de singapore government... n i so hv to agree....haish...
"i juz wana warn u, if u screw anything up, i will interfere and snatch control of the portfolio from you... no matter how busy i am, i will not allow u to jeapordise the success of the event!"
der.. i finally got it off my chest.... haha....
well de meeting juz now was ok i guess.... waited for mr oh for 1h.. so typical of him... i seriously tink his trying to influence us to be lyk him... i'm now so pack n he still can voulenteer me for musical... he tinks i'm so free... i tink i'm gona reject it.. lyk danial.... i'm almost dead wif work...
well tomorrow got exco meeting for next week's PSL camp... hope ders no drama...
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
8:49 PM
Hari Raya Spirithari raya's in less den 4h!! haha... its a time to celebrate... but u noe wat?.. it suddenly doesn seem to be hari raya besok... de atmosphere's juz..... different... gone were de days when peopl were so semangat getting ready.... buy baju kurung, buat kuih.. asyik ckp pasal hari raya.... now its more as if people dont realise dat besok nak beraya..... de spirit's juz gone... haish.. how sad.... i juz wish dat things wld be as meriah as at least last yr.. tho last yr also tak semangat sangat.... haha.... oh n by de way, i dont tink my hair's dat obvious.. onli mrs tay marah me juz now.... mr chooi didn even say a thing abt it... tho i tink i hv to spray it if i wana make a gd impression on de new principal... cant risk jeapordising de reputation of de PSL.... well i juz cant wait for besok n see how things go.... n hope i dapat alot of collection! i wana go shopping at orchard on friday wif de money frm first day so it better be alot.. haha.. well....
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRIMaaf Zahir dan BatinSalah Silap Harap DiMaafkan
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
2:31 PM
