Monday, October 31, 2005
Because you live
Finally the proposal is finished... i'm extremely worried..... no matter how much i try to plan or change de plans... de fate of de event is in de hands of mediacorp.... i juz cant deal with dat... i noe dat it is a veri big step for the competition and esp for de sch.. its de first time dis event is even gona be held.... but i juz cant leave it to juz be dat way.... its not right and hell, its juz not me.
the proposal is in.. and all dats left is de approval from the new principal and the wheels of time will be set in motion... yet... i'm afraid it wld open a pandora's box. anything can happen.. already, my committee is feeling the blunt of the success for last year.. i realised that for every success, there has to be problems... and now i am feeling the effects of the problems.. aft the event.
its also practically impossible to try to fill de gap left by a great... notably william... de new poster boy for de PSL.. haish... i can onli wish i were half as gd as him... maybe den i can hold me committee together..... i juz wish dat next year, my last year in TMS, my senior year, my last opportunity to help lift up de gd name of TMS, i wld be able to ensure dat de event becomes a success... all my dreams, my hope.... i'm practically staking almost everything i got into de event... i can onli hope dat it becomes a success....
oh n i tink i finished watching de whole 1st season of summerland... n i hv no idea y i'm feeling so emo at de moment... juz wish dat my life could be different i guess....ders juz so many things i wish i cld do differently.... i juz wish my life were different.... haish.. i hv no idea y i'm so emo lyk dis.... its juz wrong at dis moment.. i shld be elated, excited.. hari raya's onli 2 days away.. yet here i am sulking away.. its juz wrong.. n i so need ur help....
i can only wish that i could see your face once more....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at