Because you liveFinally the proposal is finished... i'm extremely worried..... no matter how much i try to plan or change de plans... de fate of de event is in de hands of mediacorp.... i juz cant deal with dat... i noe dat it is a veri big step for the competition and esp for de sch.. its de first time dis event is even gona be held.... but i juz cant leave it to juz be dat way.... its not right and hell, its juz not me.
the proposal is in.. and all dats left is de approval from the new principal and the wheels of time will be set in motion... yet... i'm afraid it wld open a pandora's box. anything can happen.. already, my committee is feeling the blunt of the success for last year.. i realised that for every success, there has to be problems... and now i am feeling the effects of the problems.. aft the event.
its also practically impossible to try to fill de gap left by a great... notably william... de new poster boy for de PSL.. haish... i can onli wish i were half as gd as him... maybe den i can hold me committee together..... i juz wish dat next year, my last year in TMS, my senior year, my last opportunity to help lift up de gd name of TMS, i wld be able to ensure dat de event becomes a success... all my dreams, my hope.... i'm practically staking almost everything i got into de event... i can onli hope dat it becomes a success....
oh n i tink i finished watching de whole 1st season of summerland... n i hv no idea y i'm feeling so emo at de moment... juz wish dat my life could be different i guess....ders juz so many things i wish i cld do differently.... i juz wish my life were different.... haish.. i hv no idea y i'm so emo lyk dis.... its juz wrong at dis moment.. i shld be elated, excited.. hari raya's onli 2 days away.. yet here i am sulking away.. its juz wrong.. n i so need ur help....
i can only wish that i could see your face once more....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
9:36 PM
i guess my 'days of boredom' seem to be numbered.... haha... now i'm totally swamped again... n juz when i was getting used to it... esp aft 7h of total slacking at raffles hotel.... haha......
proteens is becoming more hectic by de min... wif 2 major projects piled up on my desk.... i seem to always forget be ur self day.. altho as william pointed out, its usualli not de day when u be urself.. haha.... now i got to hand in de proposal by next week!! how chaotic is dat... already de week's drawing to an end.. and sandwiched in de middle is hari raya!! how on earth am i supposed to work bile nak beraya? haish.... i'll figure it out somehow....
oh on brighter note, i'm hooked onto dis drama series... SUMMERLAND.. n its seriously gd.. u guys shld go catch it.... but ders a catch.. singapore doesn show it... haish.. wat a waste.. such a gd show.... oh n i suddenly hv an interest in surfing.. tho unfortunately, der r no waves in de beaches in s'pore...
oh n now i seriously wana go shopping.... aft talking to my aunt for 3h(i was seriously bored bile kena jaga de station) i hv dis hunger to shop.. unfortunately, i can onli do dat aft first day of raya cuz i'm broke... haha.... cant wait to go to zara n topman.... tho maybe i can make a stop n buy shoes...(wah,wah... belum dapat duit dah plan ape nak pakai... kalau tak cukup duit padan muka) oh n i was seriously jealous when she told me abt de 3 floor Zara SHOPPING COMPLEX in germany... wahaha.... i was practically drooling( ok dat was exagerated) +aft she told me abt de shoes in Milan.. hu can blame her... haha.... so dat was funny....
well dats it for now i guess... hope i hv de time.. oh n HARI RAYA MINGGU DEPAN!!!!
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
8:00 PM
well i noe i didn exactly fulfil my promise of posting so often... den again, i wasn dat bored.. haha... finally found something 'exciting' to do... al in de comfort of my home...
i woke up n started tinking to myself, 'oh man, dis is gona be a damn boring day.... de peepz whom i was supposed to go out wif suddenly had to paint toilets?!'... dat was dumb. haha.... den i remembered, aidilfitri's NEXT WEEK! n der was still so many things i had to do.. n right at de top was food... my house was out of kuihs... so i ransacked de whole house looking for some recipies.... n i found it... haha... i made 2 types of kuihs... n now i'm proud to say dat i hv 2 bottles of diff types of kuihs aft giving some away to my uncle n aunt... haha.....
To the people i consider as frens: You dont have to lie, cheat and go behind my back scheming to get me out of the way... I was only trying to help as you had done before for me. Though i dont think that you will be reading this, i just want it to get it off my chest that the friendship that was once cherished is now gone. It is not the fault of others but yourself that drives you away from us......
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
7:34 PM
Its juz that feeling.....Well life's been as usual, a roller coaster ride with its ups n downs....Aft being busy for so long, amazingly, i dont feel happy being free.... Aft mugging hard for de exams, den planning for green scavenger hunt den settling some PSL camp stuff i feel kinda bored. Veri bored actualli.... i miss de pulsating action. the pressure of working against a deadline wif some1 constantly creating chaos. haish... i guess i wont feeling dat for awhile.Haish.... it juz feels veri quiet... and free? de last thing i did was yesterday when i finished up some stuff for PSL camp for de sec 1 elects(shall not reveal any details as its a surprise).....Other people's been busy too... sara's painting her rm wif sham, adam got farewell meeting, hakim's his usual slef doing god noes wat at hm n andy?? no idea at all.... i juz feel stupid. barbara, steph, hanis n syaz cancelled tomorrow's plans cuz hanis n steph had to paint toilets( seriously, i hv no idea y)but ders always still tues n wed.... oh n speaking of which de open house's on next sat.. dats veri stupid cuz i dont noe if i can go n definately many wont go cuz its de first weekend of hari raya.. hello?? dat ring a bell? so stupid.. maybe we can juz let flo n jovi carry out de stuff cuz maybe me, adam, ati, erni n sham cant go.... haha... dat'll be catasrophic.... but den again, maybe tien beng can join in de fun(i'm seriously getting cruel... dont blame me cuz i'm pissed off dat i'm bored) i hate feeling bored... to me dats a cardinal sin... well i tink i'll blog tons of times tomorrow.... oh n if u guys hv time, tell me wat u guys tink of de topic of 2 face.. i cant seem to get dat topic off my mind....I'm so sorry for upsetting you... Please accept my apology....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
11:33 PM
Hiking and the beginning of many problemsi'm extremely exhausted... aft 8h and almost 10km of hiking, simultaneously fasting, i juz feel lyk collapsing..... de hike is so exhausting... thank god i had ryan n mr oh wif me.... haish.... juz thinking abt it is making me tired...
at least it was interesting.... ryan taught mr oh n me some basic beatboxing techniques(thnx man) n mr oh said dat my singing wasn dat bad!!(HAH! beat dat hakim) wahaha.. mybe i shld consider joinning de musical.. hmm.... but not likely.. seeing de huge pile of work in stored for me next year.... haish....
i juz realised something... "the bigger the success, the bigger the problem"..... i'm juz gona take everything in my stride n not let personal problems get in my way.... haish.. sometimes i tink my personel opinions r de onli thing helping me at de moment... wat to do??
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
6:50 PM
exams are finally over... whew... finally... well today was veri anti-climax i guess.... de supposed celebrations first got ruined by de '6h+' pre-sec 1 camp thing den by its veri fast finish...(dey said dat it will last till 6pm... den it finished abt 2) talk abt lousy predictions..... wat a complete waste of time... we onli stayed for wat? 15mins? so useless... den went to andy's place for fun.... nothing much happened der....
n i juz found out dat de hiking thing is super tiring.... i shant reveal de details cuz some sec 1s might read dis... n i'd spoil der surprise n 'fun' trust me... its veri physical.... duno how andekah n me will survive.. but i'm sure somehow we'll manage.....
den now tomorrow we're going recee... haha... hope its not dat tiring.... but ders still lots to settle...
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
7:43 PM
Take your sweet time....Gazing into her beautiful balck eyes, he could not help but imagine him finally professing his love for her. For so long he had surpressed his feelings for her... for he was afraid of rejection. Rejection. the bitter blak pill that he had already tasted twice before... and from the same person. He just could not bring himself to tell her the truth; that he was still madly, truly in love with her.
It isnt a crime to want
A little space to breathe
But you will be fine
The sun again will shine on you
Whatever you do
[Chorus]
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here when you change your mind
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here for you baby
Anytime
Im feeling you pull away
'cause letting go isnt easy for me
But you'll never fly
With someone elses wings, I know
Wherever you go
[Repeat Chorus]
I will never stand in your way
Wherever your heart may lead you
I will love you the same
And I will be your comfort every day
Do you hear the words I say?
[Repeat Chorus]
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
7:40 PM
i'm suddenly crzy over songs.. yup.. no idea y.. oh n guys, i strongly recommend dat u listen to de performance by kris dayanti, melly goeslow n siti nurhaliza at anugerah planet music.. realli great...esp since its sang by de 3 greatest divas in de malay industry.. oh n katakanlah's also nice..
went to andy's place tadi.. where his bro was realli irritating... n aft studying, went to read de mags he bought at borders... der seriously EXPENSIVE!! each 1 was arnd $8.. n he bought 3-4 EACH month.. lyk wat de?! n andy kept on complaining to me how every1 of de covers of de mags had jesse's pic on it.. of course dey have it.. he RAWKS! haha... aft showing off to andy all his songs, even his hooked onto jesse's songs... of course de songs r great! jesse's gd.. he is 1 of my idols aft all...
den he had to try use some face paint on himself to act lyk a circus clown.. haha... blue all over... luckily, i managed to avoid it... haha...
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
7:49 PM
wah shocking!! Chelsea won pool 4-1.. wohoo..... juz woke up .. i noe dat u all wld be asking, 'Y de hell is dat guy at hm at dis time?' haha... well guess wat? TMS gave der students 2 days off to study at hm... n speaking of study, i'm feeling kinda guilty... didn manage to mug much yesterday cuz i was too sick to absorb anything... haish.. niwayz, i woke up to finda chelsea winning pool... haha... seriously, i was shocked.. i noe as a supporter, i expected dem to win, but not by such a huge margin.... heh....
niwayz, i was watching gilmore girls yesterday n i realised how jealous i felt for people wif dat kinda lifestyle.. i mean its WAYY cool.. haish.. if i onli i were born into such a family... dat wld be fantastic sak... oh n i realli noe how dean(de character) feels... he realli loved ruory, but he knew he was juz not gd enough for her... trust me, i've felt it before, its not pretty...
niwayz, exmas r wayy arnd de corner.. lyk 2 days time!! its even made worse cuz its de same day as when puasa start. penat sak gitu... haish... i still hv alot to do to catch up... n so i'm off to andy's place to study later.. realli need help.. + i can always take a break by reading dos fantastic mags he has on jesse!! haha... another example of my envy twds de lifestyles of de rich n famous.... haish.. well i'm off...
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
8:16 AM
Esplenade
juz got back frm de esplenade.. n it was great.... while my sis was busy watching some kids performance for children's day, i caught up wif de cast of peter pan!! so cool.... n dey were veri enthu.... n nice too... haha.... den had dinner at dis great place.. de food damn gd... plus de service was fantastic... heh.. de owner n dat guy was veri nice sak... i wana go der again ah n buka der....
I wana watch peter pan!! gona beg my mom to let me watch.... haish.. well exams r in 3 days time.. damn it
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
9:00 PM
