Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Winds of Change.....
Finally, he woke up from his dreams where he often dwelled, seeking to uncover the truth. He was amazed at how much he has changed from being a nobody to what he is today. Yet, he knew that there was more to life. It was time to open a new chapter in his book of life.
As he flipped through the past chapters, memories of the past rushed back to him. Earlier romances, infatuation, crushes, results, it all came back to him. Amused, he began plotting about his future beyond yonder, not knowing where it will lead him. Yet in the midst of all this, i managed to find comfort from my peers who have always been there to help, support and guide me. They are my lights in the midst of darkness, illuminating the darkness ahead.
One particular event caught his attention, the beginning of the end. It is here that finally, his group of peers and himself broke away from the shadows of his predecessors to start the new chapter. Thankfully, the event was not as formal and straightfoward as that. It was full of fun laughter and above all, sadness and emptyness for now, he was entrusted to serve alone, yet at the same time, to ensure the bright future of the future generation. He could see the ptential brimming inside of his juniors yet he was not confident for his own abilities. For so long he had recieved guidance from his predecessors yet they had to leave. Long had he prepared for this time but no amount of preparation can ready me for this time.
At the same time, another part of his life also posses questions of its own. Love. He had never really settled down for this as he had been skipping around, none yielding results that he wished. Now, he his heart had been taken away by someone who threatens his very thoughts. Never in his dreams would he fall for that special someone but fate has dealt a very cruel blow to him. For that special's someone's heart was also sought after by many others thus confirming her high status among many. The feelings that he felt were developed as the two of them danced, eyes gazing into each other. It was impossible to describe the feelings that he felt at that very moment. He knew that he could not match up against the others yet he decided to go with the flow. Although the hardest about this would be the feeling of guilt.....
the story continues.........
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