heyy der peepz.......
well i juz did sumthin stupid i guess.... i fergot dat todae was de sajak comp so i rushed all de wayy der at 12.... stupid huh, considering dat it started at 9.30.... but den i got lost... i went to de social science faculty but it was at de science faculty... wow... so much diff..... act, i went to last years venue.... so many memories.... dat was where cikgu shafiee last brought us for comp... i miss u cikgu!!! come back n take us!!!! well, de malay dept in temasek is sufferin alot wifout him..... but den again, i dont tink cikgu shafiee will wana leave de sports school.... his in sch onli frm 9-12... den onli teach 40 students in de whole sch!! wow..... but i still want him back in tms.... oh ya n happy second anniversary cikgu........okie, back to de memories... i remember dat last year we had a blast!! even tho we didn do veri well, at least de experience was amazing..... it was my first inter sch comp for me.... i took part wif sham, naf, hannah, zizie, aisyah tajudin, suhaila, alia.... so many people n we had great fun....... haiz...... dos wer de days..... now a days ders juz too much sorrow for me...... i wana take it out... but i cant exactly trust any1..... in fact, i've been takin it out on so many people... so sorrie guys if i blew up on u guys.... esp liyana... so sorrie... u noe wat i'm goin thru. it hurts.......
on a brighter note, i'm startin to learn french... WOOHOO!!! haha... dat was gd... ni wayz, i wana take dis opportunity TO THANK ALL MY FRENS HU HAVE BEEN DER FOR ME WHENEVER I NEED U GUYS..... U GUYS R DE BEST!!!!!!!! actuali dis part i dont expect u guys to read cuz its gona be long draggy n boring but i wana thank my frens who have been der frm de ones in pri sch to de 1s in sec sch....
THNX ALOT TO HAIKAL, U WER GREAT IN PRI SCH......KHAIRUL, ASYRAF, HAKIM, JONATHAN, EVEN THO U GUYS CAN BE DAMN IRRITATING...... WANI,AZYAN, SYAFIQAH, MISS ALL DE ARGUMENTS WE HAD...........
N DE 1S IN SEC SCH WHICH I HOLD DEARLY: HAKIM, ANDY, U GUYS JUZ ROCK WIF UR CRAPPYNESS...HAHA.... SARA, HANNAH, ALIA, UR JUZ GREAT FRENS; SHAM, ADAM THNX FOR ALWAYS BEING DER FOR ME SINCE SEC 1..... N ALSO ALOT TO U NADIAH... U HAVE PROVEN TO BE 1 OF DE MOST ADMIRED N BEST PEOPLE IN DE WORLD....... UR ALWAYS DER TO HELP N LISTEN TO PROBS..... THANK U GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
6:31 PM
well de past few days have been full of ups n downs.......
juz came back frm tamp stadium where i watched de tamp team take on albirex... de match full of action say... so many chances but de players so lousy ball anticipation... but still, it was full of excitement... issey nakajima farran was FANTASTIC!!! i'm so jealous dat i tak dapat his autograph aft de game... i realli wanted it.... he scored 2 GOALS!!! aliff shafaein wasn realli dat gd todae... duno wat happened to him... mirko grabovac n noh alam shah scored for de stags to make it 2-2 at full time...
niwayz, juz now i had sports day.... as usual, tms sucked... but we retained de challenge trophy tho i tink ngee ann deserved it... but der were silver linings... syafiq n ismadi wer great!!! haha.... hope dey can continue wif der great works....
den went to marina wif adam n de rest... watched miss congeneality 2... it was so hilarious!!! its a must watch..... den went hm before goin to de stadium lah.....
well other den dat i dont want to talk abt de other things dat happened.....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
10:29 PM
heyy... todae has been juz great for me...
juz finished soccer trainin n guess wat? i got de autographs of TPFC's stars...... haha... de look so diff in person...... met de head coach in de mornin, vorowan den aft trainin i met some of de stars!! i even got dem to autograph my t-shirt... i shall so frame de thing.... oh n aliff shafaein is REALLI short!!! haha... way shorter den me.... so dat was de funny part... nazri nasir even made fun of him by sayin dat aliff is de biggest guy in de team.. every1 went laughing... haha....
anywayz, on a lower note, i cant believe how people can twist things so dat it works to der advantage... so stupid of dem... niwayz have to go now... wana rest for trainin tomorow n also do my hmwk....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
4:59 PM
hello guys............ haha... juz here to tell u abt de hols so far... its been so pathetic... had to go back to sch on so many dayz say... wat a waste of time....
mon:
well...... on monday nothin much happen cuz i went back to school at arnd 3 aft i lepak at my cuzzies place... haish... den aft school, i went to tamp interchange where i met hab... den i help carry her things home cuz she juz finished camp...her mom kinda saw me... haha...
tue:
had chem oral early in de mornin... onli half de class came... haha.. dat was real wierd... den aft dat went out wif nadiah... met her in de mrt at tanah merah... de wierd thing was dat i didn even see her...how funny... den stopped at eunos where we talked lyk almost forever while waitin for Shuib... anywayz... it was de first time meetin him... haha... heard abt him... but neva met him before..had so much fun goin round bugis junction den to de heeren where he finally bought a cap.... haha... all over de place to find him a cap... haha... dat was funny...... niwayz... den i had to off cuz my mom was screamin at me... nad n shuib went to catch hitch at de cinema...
wed:
i had a GREAT time at de workshop...haha... played so many games... i particularly enjoyed de murder game... it was so intriguing but den de ans so anti-climax..... shall not say more abt it...also another thing...........................................
thurs:
things happen dat i shall not say...................
friday:
started off well.... had soccer trainin... den dis bdk cina mane anyhow tackle me till i sprained my ankle.... den aft dat went to jurong... i was in awe at de stadium... it was so nice compared to tamp stadium.....den somethin juz had to upset me... cant dey juz stop dis.. i have a life n it does not revolve arnd dis thing onli so butt off....... i'm abt to use vulgarities but.... i tink i shall not......
niwayz.... juz wanted to say dis... no 1 owns any1.... we have de right to try protect another but dat doesn mean dat we own dat person.....
affairs of de heart is somethin dat shld not be played wif.... so hands of dem... it hurts alot...........
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
10:06 PM
u noe wat guys.... juz when i said dat things couldn get worse, dey DID!!!! i tink i've been cursed by some idiot or somethin cuz dis totally sucks.... u noe wat? i'm gona offically say dat dis is de WORSE week of my life!!!
i wont elaborate on how MII was yesterday since many of u wer der, but i wana wish sara congrats on winnin.... anyway, i was actualli havin fun durin de concert... i mean, it realli was a nice break but den aft de concert somethin pissed me off so much.... i dont wana talk abt it cuz some will noe wat i'm talkin abt if i even hint abit... dis totally sucks to de core.... but hey i cant do anythin abt it at all... worst of all is dat i tink i've lost a fren...... haiz.... de 'wonders' of life huh?
i was so damn freakin moody yesterday dat even my mom noticed. she was lyk askin wat was wrong n i had to lie n say nothin... it was so bad till i could onli fall asleep at 1 den i woke up at 3 den cant sleep anymore..... can u believe dat? it proves dat de prob was affectin me so bad dat i couln even sleep well... to cap it off, i was playin so damn badly durin soccer trainin juz now... but luckily my team still won... haha.... oh n coach ask my whole team to watch Tamp's AFC match on wed... shit... now i need to find some1 to go watch wif cuz my frens have camp or somethin....
de hols have started butit sucks...i wana go out n enjoy but i cant find any1 to go enjoy wif..... some got camp, workshop lah or go holiday.... so if any of u free juz sms me k? i realli wana enjoy.. i deserve a break aft de things dat have been happenin dis week............
wif regards to MII, Ati, it was great... fantastic work gal... u shld be proud of ur self.....
anyway, i wana go into my room n juz.......... lie down... i'm too filled wif pain n emptyness.... haiz.. okie lah peepz..... bye.......
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
5:44 PM
hi guys... firstly i am so sorry if i scolded any1 or offende any1 juz now... i was so damned pissed off abt somethin which i'll elaborate later.... i dont realli want to tink of it but now i have no choice cuz i'm stuck at home today because of dat thing... on a happier note, de hols are here!!! tho i have no reason to be happy abt it.... well for starters, i have chem class, leadership course n also malay oral all crammed into dat 1 week, not to mention de huge pile of work my dear teachers decided to give....wat type of hols is dis?? its beginin to sound crappier.... oh ya, n did u remember dat at my last post, i said dat things couldn get any worse? well, it juz did... way worse den i can even imagine....... ok before i continue, i want u guys to ans dis question... wat is backstabbin u guys?? haha.. i noe dat u may say dis or dat but u noe wat? dis person i once considered a friend tinks dat backstabing is when a person talks to his frens crush wif out his permission... wierd huh? n wats more is dat another i also considered a fren had de cheek to get involved.... okie u noe wat, let me tell u wat got me SOO DAMNED PISSED!!! well let me name de characters, me, two people i considered friends, one, a person dat i knew quite recently named a, n another i knew for quite some time named b..... so well b had a crush on dis gal, lets call her g, n den told me n b.... den aft dat, b n me met dat gal before a.... n den i started to talk to her juz as a fren.... but den a got jealous n said dat i backstabed him.. is dat wat u called backstab?? n to make it worse, b had de cheek to take sides wif a.... okie dis was how last night was... i sms b a few times... but den b never reply... so i asked a wat happened to b n a said dat b had family probs... me being all gulible n sensitive abt frens tried all dat i could to try to comfort b.. even to de extent to calling some peepz to ask wat i shld do to try to help..... well u noe wat? later, i asked a again y b neva talk... den a say dat was b'cuz dat i got do somethin to him n alot of other crap lah... i was VERY shocked.. all dis time, i treated b lyk a close fren n even admired him abit....n den a also say dat i backstabed him n stuff.. wat de hell man... dat was de worst thing dat can happen to me at dat time.... i mean i was extremely exhausted at dat time cuz i had juz came back from spendin 4 h at de hospital cuz my mom had juz finished surgery n den i tried my VERY BEST to try help b whom i thought was havin probs n now a was sayin dat dat was an act n he was juz tryin to ruin my life..... WAT DE HELL MAN!!! i admit dat i was gulible cause i usually do everythin i can to help my frens..... i so regret even noeing dey exist.... oh n he had de cheek to ask if i wld forgive him... i said to him dat for de sake dat i once considered u a fren, i will fogive u.... dats all.... oh n i also congratulate b for puttin a fantatic act together.. as good as i am in acting, i was realli fooled as i tried my best n even panicked when i believed dat u wer in trouble...
oh ya, i wrote dis juz now in class cause i needed to get somethings out of me n de onli reason y i didn explode cause i'm drinkin coffee every 2 h now to keeps my emotions in check : i concede dat i was too naive to believe n to hope n to try to understand de troubles of a person. in times of need, i try to do my very best to help n do everythin in my power even if der will be consequences on me. i am willing to do everything i can no matter how painful it will be for me..
to tink dat i once counted dem as good frens, i did everythin i could to help dem in everythin i can as i treasure friendships above almost everythin else.. i am always der for any in times of trouble at de expense of my own... to me, dey deserve my time, help n attention, i still hold to my principles even tho i noe it will be my downfall...
on a happier note, i wld lyk to wish fir a happy birthday tomorrow n u'll get a real treat frm me tomorrow........
well.. i realli hope dis time dat things will get better... well, bye......
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
5:20 PM
hello peepz..... i noe many of u may have noticed dat i wasn arnd durin recess juz now..... i'm quite sick lah..... havin a bit of fever so had to go back..... today's been a terrible day for me.... in so many ways n i juz dont wana talk abt it.... actualli, de whole week was terrible.... well, by de way dis is goin, i can onli hope dat it can get better..... actualli while i type dis out, i dont realli expect any1 to read..... i juz want to pour out my feelings dat have been bottled up inside of me for so long before i myself explode.............
i've been feelin very sick these few days, not onli dat, i've also had so many problems.... so stressed...... where should i start?? i myself dont noe.........
i dunno if any of u noticed, but i've been very diff these few days.... my so called aura of confidence is long gone....... haiz...... i dunno wat to say now... i mean, i was once full of self confidence n motivation...... now, when i try to help n encourage others, i find dat i have no right to do dat..... how am i supposed to motivate n try to instill some self confidence in others if i myself have lost my will to do almost everthing... everything in life i once stood for... all gone for me..... its as if i dont have anything to live for anymore................................................
anyway, lets change de subject.... at least ders somethings i can look forward to... de hols r comin.... whee..... haha...i sound crazy... but hey, i realli deserve dat break although i still have tons to do durin de hols.... i have chem class wif chooi, student leader workshop n also malay oral... wat a holiday right??? de bitter irony...... a holiday dat u cant realli enjoy.... besides dat, ders 2 concerts i can look forward to.... i can finally forget my troubles for awhile.... haiz......... anyway, i've picked de clothes i'm gona wear!!!! i'm gona wear de same thing i wore to de band concert to Temasek idol!!! havent realli worn dat so i need to show it off a bit more... haha... well dats better... cheers me up abit.....
well its true wat dey sey abt every cloud has a silver lining....today at least i woke up to some great news.... watched chelsea dump barca out of de crem de la crem of european soccer... n also my beloved AC win over Man Utd..... haha... now dats pure magic....
anyway, overall, its been a rollercoaster ride for me.... der were plenty of downs n scarce ups.... well dis way, life can onli get better right??i mean, it cant possibly get any worse.... well wish me luck n i hope i can get thru dis.....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
2:19 PM
wow... dis past few weeks damn fuckin tiring man... go orchard lyk so many times siah....
went to STB on thurs den so damn fuckin tired... have to meet de manager der for sponsership... he quite friendly... den had to walk all de way to orchard frm tanglin mall... i tell u, sham n william guarentee get lost without me.. haha... quite fun lah dat part cause haven go to tanglin for awhile... remember when i used to lepak der..... oops.... anyway, den teman sham go buy baju at top shop.... boring siah watch.... if i bring some nice gal okie ah... no offence der sham.... so i went to top man den became so bloody hungry.... got lost for awhile cause i rarely go wisma... nothin much for me.... den tried to find delifrance but den i found out dey juz closed... so ate at mac..... den met sham again den went back.......
friday went to meet fir n amd at TM.... lepak for awhile at tamp cause dey so lambat..... den went to see some baju... first time meet amd already lyk so fun..... den fir had to leave so damn fuckin early....den met varun.. went to find some baju for him cause he got almost nothin to wear to MII... den went to mac where we talked n talked n talked.... oh ya sorry sham n sara tak dapat layan sangat cause amd was lyk pullin me away.. wanted to ask some gals number.... den met ati, nani n adam on de way to de interchange.. had to go home at 7 cause my mom was screamin at me.... haha but she tink i at school so okie ah...oh ya, n me n amd made a bet wif fir dat if he neva get to stead wif dat gal frm friendster den he kena blanja us haegen daz but we blanja him if he get to stead ah... but i tink we sure win ah.. no offence der...
den today went to play soccer first... yeah 3N beat 4N... cool... anyway den met amd n his friend... forgot his name.. haha, so bad siah.... anyway went to peninsula den to far east.... had fun der... den at 4++ my mom AND dad began to scream at me siah.... i was lyk wat de fuck cause i was at C.K at dat time... got nothin better to do..... so had to rush home...... now dat fir so bad mood... dunno y also siah.... relax ah boy... u need a make-over but u tak nak... so enjoy ur self.... wanted to go to Temasek idol but den de tix finish.. shit ah... nvm... anyway hope to have a great time... byee....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
5:32 PM
i am so sorrie people cause i haven blog for SOO long.... my com down ah.... but now okie ah...
well life's been lyk a rollercoaster ride...... i felt horrible, pain, saddness n happiness........ well i went shoppin these few days tryin to find de perfect outfit for music is it.... i wanted it to be a blast man.... well.... i finally found de outfit BUT i found it at de most unlikely place.... at HOME!!! haha... i found dis fantastic coat which i'm gona wear wif black jeans n a nice Tshirt.... haha.. i'm gona rawk man...... anyway, i have soo many things to do before de concert.... buy shades, get my hair done.... so many right... my budget also damn tight say dis month..... pay for soo many things...... but i tink i'll manage.....
i also dunno who to go wif siah.... amalina cant go, zawani dunno nak tak, den shafiq nak spend some 'quality' time wif aishah..... hai yah... so problematic.......... any1 free???
planning for balloon day also is goin out fine.... gona contact de suppliers also... so okie ah......hmm study wise???? not bad i must say.....
but de most shockin thing happened to my class.... dis crazy guy, Joseph tried to commit suicide TWICE already... talk abt freaky man..... last week he got soo merajok over Kamlesh comments(Kamlesh is dat type of person lah.... he loves to joke arnd) dat he ran away aft his class n tried to jump down.. but de stupid thing was dat he was onli 3 floors high so he wont die.... den a group of kepo teachers watched frm 1 corner den try to kepo-kepo... i didn noe teachers can be so kepo....den exactly 1 week aft dat day,which is today, he did it again. again aft kamlesh class( actualli aft dat incident, kamlesh a bit scared of joseph... who wont be say) he asked for a pen knife... i could already guess his intention although i didn noe anythin at dat time... den got no pen knife den he grabbed a scissors n started slashing his left hand... blood trickled down his hands say.... some more i was sittin behind him.... it was damn freaky...... den i try to stop him but he screamed back.... kamlesh was SOO scared dat he dare not go near joseph n called cuthbert instead...... wow talk abt drama.... my class so full of drama shld be a lit class say...
oh ya n also now i have to make a choice btw goin to thailand to help de tsunami victims der n goin for sec 3 camp.... i dunno which to choose.... if i choose sec 3 camp den i'll look lyk a veri selfish guy....... but den i wana go to sec 3 camp... hai yah.. dunno how also...
well, i'm signin off... hope u guys lyk my blog...
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
7:48 PM
