hi guys... first of all i wana wish u all happy new year in advance..... anywayz i checked my next year results n i'm in 3N... i dunno abt dis new system but who cares anyway....
while talkin to my old friend naddie yesterday made me wonder if i have been takin alot of things for granted.....(oh n syakirah doesn believe i sms her yesterday... haha she still tinks it was nadiah hu was juz tryin to play a prank on her by posin as me) it made me realise dat i would be loosin a lot of people next year.... from Syakirah to Eugine to firdaus to even Jane....
dis few peepz especially have played a part in my life n dey will forver leave a hole in my life where dey nce occupied in my life... i sound so emo sey..... but hu cares... de last time i felt like dis was when i was goin to secondary school.... back den de friends dat i lost were Haikal,... haha i will forever miss u... u were once my veri close friend, n alot of others..... actualli durin de hols i couldn wait to meet my friends when school re-opened... but now i'm not so sure.... i realised now dat Firdaus wont be der for me to talk to abt 'stuff', Syak wont be around to help plan things n Eugine's 'gayness' wont be around to brighten n make things more interesting.....
i noe now dat i've been taking things for granted... like i said to nadiah yesterday.... i feel so empty like when i lost my pri school friends... i noe u all will say dat u dont loose friends or dat u can still remain friends even if diff school n all de other crap.... but de truth is ur relationship wif dem will be veri diff...i'm sure u will admit dat.... now, as i write dis post, i can onli feel sadness n pain n lonelyness...
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
10:13 AM
Beautiful Soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
10:48 AM
ello guys.....
wad do u tink of de new song?? good right? well its beautiful soul by jesse mccartney.... n it is soo good!!!!
well other den dat its been pretty boring-busy but boring. i went to adam's place todae... had to wake up early in da mornin.....*yawn* now i soo sleepy...
well other den dat i've been to malaysia a lot lately... juz yesterday i went to send back a friend of mine from australia to senai airport where she's goin ta visit her relatives in KL.... well nothin else ta sey..... go listen to de song n hope u like it.........
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
7:04 PM
hello peepz... well i'm pretty tired right now.. but still have to blog... soo..
well yesterday went out wif adam's pri school friends...( tak malu right) but den got sara n marlissa also... oh n i made a new friend.. names zulaiha(hope i spelt it correctly) veri friendly... oh ya back to yesterday... went to kallang to play bowling... but den de place was CLOSED!!! for no reason... wat a waste of time... den took a bus to suntec.. was so cold... anyway had lunch at KFC... but we look like idiots man... we were all laughing most of de time till neva finish our food... den went to de heeren b'fore i had ta go home...
well todae went to buy bags n shoes wif hannah n sara... sara draged me cause hannah brought 2 budak ITE.... dey so quiet... anyway had to round orchard n tm so many times cause hannah so choosy..... well ok lah not bad... i have ta go tryin ta convince me mom to let me go out tomorrow to watch movie wif marlissa, sara, adam n zulaiha....see ya
oh n p.s... i found out dat i have admirers now... oh n said dat i'm CUTE!!!!! so perasan sey... ok lah... bye
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
8:35 PM
ello guys..... i noe dat i haven blog for a while so i decided to do somethin interseting..... well its not original cause i got de idea from my dear old friend naddie!! she took a handwriting analysis n i decided to do de same.....
aannnnddddddd here are de results.......
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Muhammad nuriman has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Muhammad nuriman fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Muhammad nuriman has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction
(like duhh... i hate to lose friends esp dose i spent years wif). In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life. The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Muhammad nuriman seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action. Muhammad nuriman seems to have a fear of looking bad
(i always wana look good wat) or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Muhammad nuriman on a team, because Muhammad nuriman will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Muhammad nuriman if he is not careful
(dis part i'm not sure if correct cause i NEVA let people walk over me).
Muhammad nuriman has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Muhammad nuriman's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Muhammad nuriman has regarding sex and physical things. So, his lower zone stroke is large, so his sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Muhammad nuriman is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once
.( wow dis whole paragraph is a bit too ******)
Muhammad nuriman is selective when picking friends. He does not trust everyone. He has a select group of people that are truly close to him, usually two or three. He is careful when choosing his inner circle of friends
.(actualli i tink dis is wrong causei dont have close friends cause i DONT TRUST ANYONE... in de end people will always backstab me... it hurts a lot)
Something is incomplete in Muhammad nuriman's life. He feels frustration relating to his physical needs and desires. Somewhere in his life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Muhammad nuriman's sexual needs.
(of course... i'm only 14! i'm still i minor!)
Muhammad nuriman is having some confusion in his physical life. He is examining the past to give him answers about some of his physical desires. He may be trying to find a balance between his philosophical beliefs and his natural physical desires.
( yeah... i have tons of dem)
Muhammad nuriman is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time
.(oh dis one i like a lot)
Muhammad nuriman is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Muhammad nuriman basically feels good about himself.
(haha kata budak perasan...) He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.
(thanks...)
In reference to Muhammad nuriman's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Muhammad nuriman slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project. He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Muhammad nuriman can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
(so now i noe i should slow down more...)
Muhammad nuriman is not facing something going on in his life today. He is deceiving himself about it. Often, Muhammad nuriman's opinion of himself is different than those around him. This trait gives Muhammad nuriman the ability to deny anything that does not agree with his "truth." This trait is not always something negative. It is only a defense mechanism allowing Muhammad nuriman not to face some reality in his life at this time.
(oh dis i SOO agree....)
Muhammad nuriman will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Muhammad nuriman believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.
(like D-U-H!! hu doesnt?)
Muhammad nuriman is moderately outgoing. His emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, he can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. He has the ability to put himself into the other person's shoes. Muhammad nuriman will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes he will be happy, the next day he might be sad. He has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because he is in between. Psychology calls Muhammad nuriman an ambivert
(sounds soo pervertic). He understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, he will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." He doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing him to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to him
(oh no... shouldn have put dis... now u noe wat to do to get me to buy somethin... He puts himself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet he will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Muhammad nuriman is an expressive person. He outwardly shows his emotions. He may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Muhammad nuriman is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. He weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when he finally has to. He basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Muhammad nuriman doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others
.(ya.... *sarcasticly* i am a well balanced boy!)
Muhammad nuriman can be defiant. He sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way he is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which he thinks are infringing upon his freedom of action.
(dis is de best......)
well now u noe more abt me!! oh n ders also one more thing u all should noe.... if i hate someone... dont ask me y i hate dat person cause i have dis bad habbit of hatingpeepz juz because... hmm.... well juz b'cause i hate dat person... its not for fun... but i juz hate dat person... soo see ya!!!
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
3:10 PM
*yawn*..... juz woke up......... i feel so tired... yesterday went SHOPPING!!! spent 5h juz walkin round TM n Century Square lookin for it........ but not much choices cause got veri little shops.... should have gone to Orchard... but den got no time. in de end i bought dis $40 thing dat i wont say cause i want it to be a surprise..... so if u wana noe how it looks like try ta find me at de band concert k?
turnin ta other matters...... i got so much problems man..... friends backstab 1 another n also family probs.... wen will dis all end.....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
9:11 AM
PULANGKAN
Seharum bunga yang menggoda
Sekadar dipandang usah dipuja
Kau pasti tak percaya
Kasih ku bukan,
Untuk mu, sayang
Tiada ku sangka kau sungguh kejam
Kau rampas segalanya yang kau dendam
Namun takkan bahgia kehidupan mu
Bila bunyi bersatu
Kau milik ku
c/o
F : Pulangkan cinta hati ku
M : Oh hentikan lah menghantui ku
F : Pulangkan oh pulangkan lah pada ku
M : Ku pulangkan kesan hidup mu
F : Yang dikau musnah tanpa relaku
M : Bebaskanlah maafkan daku, oh kasih
Tiada kemaafan di sini
Kau ragut degupan hati ku ini
Akan ku jejakimu, kemana jua
Hingga akhir masa, sayang….
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
5:09 PM
ello guys!!! Taufik is da Singapore idol!!!!! oh yeah.... hahakz stayed up late juz ta watch my idol win.....
ok anywayz, yesterday i went out wif adik khai.... yeah... actualli he was kinda late but we managed to catch da movie on time.... yup we watched the incredibles.. den we went ta eat... i brought him ta breeks but he tak nak eat der... dunno y also.. in da end we eat at of all places in mac donalds..... den went to buy baju... actualli tak jadi cause de baju out of stock.....
den erni, mai n ras came to my place for raya..... den went to raihan's place... dey had to wait downstairs for awhile cause dey all play soccer first......... dats all lah... i tink.....
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
10:17 AM