To all, I've moved to a new blog. Take care :)
http://angelofwhiteandgold.blogspot.com/
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
3:53 PM
I decided to post once again since i just needed an avenue to scream out.
What is wrong with everything? I just don't know who I can turn to. The people whom I once was so sure would be there for me in my darkest hour has simply left a scar on my life.
People whom I once looked up to have disappeared.
What is wrong now. I just don't know. Just stay away. Everyone.
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
11:56 PM
So I finally decided to post something on my blog.
These past few weeks have been full of trials and such. I guess, the saying is true, you do know in the end who your friends really are in times of desperation.
Sometimes I wonder, what are friends actually here for? Why did God create such a need for it when it only ends up disappointing you?
I have seen through countless groups and never has a single one turned out right. Could it just be my naivety or just be His curse on me?
What would it take to be able to meet those special people?
Shrouding within the darkness
Hidden from the light
What more does it take
For the angels to fly?
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
1:09 AM
Here I am online once again.
Unfortunately, the internet connection in my room died down so unfortunately I cant go online on msn anymore.
Damn sad.
Anyway, its been damn nice here in Perth.
this will be a short post only.
oops, I have to go already, my room mate, sharif, from Sleeq's calling me to watch JT's concert at Madison Square.
4 more days to Singapore
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
8:58 PM
Its been such a tiring trip. I dont really know why I am so exhausted. I get to sleep quite earky and wake up reasonably late and still i am so tired.
Australia has been super expensive. The only two good things here are the weather and the people. The people are super friendly.
The school is beautiful. UWA has a a beautiful campus. I love the grounds, the historical architecture and the almost hogwarts feel. I swear, I wld love to go to UWA just to be able to see the school.
Yet, the public transport system there is terrible. I became dellusional with the place and the things are super expensive. Gahh.. I've spent hundreds just on groceries and this was just the first day!
Oh wells, I've been shopping too much. I think out of everyone, I've spent the most on shopping. I'm like spending more then $100 per day! terrible. I hope i can control myself by nxt week.
Ok i'm so tired alr.
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
10:13 PM
And so I leave in a few hours time.
Strangely, I dont feel very excited. Perhaps it could be due to the fact that I have been anticipating this for months.
I regard this trip more of an opportunity for me to escape to enjoy a peaceful moment for a short period of time. God knows how much I have been through.
Even as I write this down, so many things are rushing through my mind, full of thoughts and emotions. I just need a break and thank god, this opportunity came at the perfect moment.
And so now I wish farewell to all. Do take care and I will miss you, most of you in any case. Hopefully this trip would be theraputic.
Goodbye and farewell...
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
9:44 PM
Today was a wonderful day.
Besides it being the last day of GC class, there was MBA and TPDE concert.
MBA was brilliant.
After all the hard work and effort put in, it finally came to an end. Truly, all of our work and effrt paid off and the event was spectacular. I will have a hard time next year trying to repeat the feat.
Dance concert was beautiful.
The modern dance was moving and show cased their skill and the hip hop segment oozed of energy.
Although, the dance was beautiful, i think modern needs to recruit more talent. The hip hop dancers who did the modern segments didnt really get to maximize their talent.
At the same time, the past few days was nice.
Went out with Fion, Yanti, Grace and Nicholas Cheong on wednesday after the museum tour. It was such a nice feeling to go out with them again. Whilst we searched the entire bedok area for May's top.
Thursday was spent with Fion and Nicholas where we reviewed the designers works which were amazing before Nicholas dragged us to SMU.
Besides that, I am truly touched by Yanti and Fion's decision to send me off to Australia. Besides the fact that my flight is at 1.am, I realy dont expect anyone to even bother to send me off and now JY is apologizing to me that he cant send me off even though he wants to because he has SIP. I am truly touched.
Its times like these that I truly enjoy knowing that I do have people wiling to stick with me through thick and thin.
Nathaniel Iman sprouted nonsense at
12:11 AM
